Okay I'll write a journal. The reason for this is because I'm bored. I don't even have tv to watch in my room so I'll start writing things on what I do.
Ill be posting my journal pages in my other blog its http://kataquapitsjournals.blogspot.com/ go there to read my journals.
June 19 2011 second journal
Looks like..lets just call them Demons are still trying to scare me alot. And i mean alot. I spoke with jeannette about the supernatural. And i told her something about demonic possession and she said I'm not gonna get possessed am I? I said nope. Well I said no. Because it seems to me these demons are harmless hehehe. Demon are still saying I'll become blind but if that happens my guess is well them :) I told them I wouldn't reveal the secrets that aren't supposed to be told at all to anyone. I got a theory though in Kashechewan. I mean the aliens landed there at the island and they might be the ones that made the people there telepathic If they are telepathic. I hearded a little girl out side say something buut couldn't see her. I think the Demons are talking about me. They seem demonic from what happen to me I choked on a rope but it wasn't me so again doctors piss off it wasn't meee! So um the red marks were from the Demons but they do not kill me at all. They're actually keeping me alive for some reason. I know why they want me alive. But the voices seems louder and more closer. Buut I don't think they are humans I'm hearing if you know what I mean. My thing I like doing is collecting supernatural informations and telling about them. I accidentally visualized a middle finger also. Don't ask about why. I do not know why but it's almost as if someone made me visualized. Another thing that happen is a kid told ne to repent but I never saw the kid physically. Oh if I was killed I was killed by a monster (demon I like to call). Ohh and I'm still noticing a shape shifter in Attawapiskat guess hes still alive. Its been 8 years I noticed tbe shape shifter. I think the voices are telling the truth about me becoming blind which is shitty by the way. I'll never write again in my blog. But I'll keep writing until my blog is full and I'll start another blog after this journal page is full. I saw a golden bug flying by that was weird. Plus a guy from a distance was looking at me and he reacted to my question. Telepathic people. Oh docs if you think this is schizophrenia or you think I'm crazy get the fuck out of my blog.. So whats new a few things are new but won't talk about it unless I get framed. Oh I know obe other secret but its a serious big secret which I'll keep and won't tell about. That's my only thing keeping me in one peace not piece. But if they try to hurt me and IF I find out I'll post it in my blog not the secret. If I become blind then I'll reveak the secret! Oh yeah the reflection I saw on my tv that girl was eating my food Im beginning to think they are not demons. I mean its fucken silly a Demon eating my food. I mean I was holding it and then I saw this reflection that a kid in a white dress was eating my food in the tv reflection not eating it physically. So a demon being funny? That isn't right they are supposed to be evil not funny. But on the other hand a supernatural being which is a kid which explain why I keep hearing kids that sound real and different from the voices I hear today. So I got a ghostly being haunting me? Or its just demons acting funny? Hehehe I just saw a hamburger in my head not in my head I mean I visualized a hamburger. Okay if demons are doing this there just silly I mean come on a hamburger? Cheeze burger. Not sure if I spelled it right. Why does this appears to be a kid doing this unless its satans plan. Demons are still telling me to run out of town. If I go I'll meet the demons! So I have alot of things on my mind and damn its confusing. Oh yeah I think I saw the future. Shanel was going to the door and I saw the door open I even saw the day light and then after it repented? Not sure if it repeated. Im also still seeing the shadow figures in the dark shadows. Plus It looked like the shadows were having sex what the fuck was that about? Thats it for now.
June 19 2011 first journal
Along time ago they said aliens landed in kashechewan and the island. They had devices. Hm could they be responsibke for the telepathic psychics in kashechewan? I know these things because i noticed them. I got lucky in kash. I got away from the police that almost arrested me. But im still free. So I noticed telepathics in Kashechewan Unless my memory was made up. The reason why they havent noticed any telepathics is because they kept it secret from people. Both kash and attawapiskat has big secrets. But I think theres a crazier secret in Attawapiskat. I noticed aliens in Attawapiskat. I hearded stories. I learned alot about the supernatural. Ive been studying Attawapiskat for since 2007. One information led to another supernatural information and I have some theories About Attawapiskat. I went through a scary time, supernatural time. And i found secrets in Attawapiskat even human tekepathivs cant detect. So I have so many secrets about Attawapiskat. I learned alot of things about the supernatural in Attawapiskat and some of them are crazy informations. But they're really real. Not sure if jeannette is lying but she said her babys toy turned on by its self after we spoken about the toy turning on by its self. Now she hearded a foitsteps sounding like the footsteps were running at her but when she looked no one was there. She closed the window at night it open this morning. So whats going on demons messing with her? She was blessed jean. Ever since we started making fun of theresa hall this supernatural stuff started happening. Buut could be satans tricks. But it seems like the voices wants attention weird. Why is that? They keep trying to svare me tjose voices. They seem to enjoy to scaring me but it isnt working. Something is up. Oh yeah I noticed a witch in Attawapiskat or might not be a witch. But you know me I'm a supernatural investigator. I know these things because I can put things together. I hearded someone in the Tv sounded like two little kids. But the sound was very quiet though. Plus I hearded someone adult in the tv. He said I'll get your soul. The voices said it was god. The little kids I hearded said Sleep. I don't know why though. I saw a face in the tv at the debeers trailor. The crazy thing is it was after I made fun of Theresa. I was testing something supernatural and it involved making fun of theresa hall. It seems that something is messing with jeannette but not sure if shes telling the truth. But I'm studying something crazy here or could be fake. But I hearded Lucyanne say its fake well not sure if its her though. If its her if this isnt fake then her memory was made up and erased. I saw something at church waving at me too. It was today. And it looked like a kid but all shadowy. Satans child? Or something else im aware of but could be satans tricks just to mess with me. I seen my eyes at the bathroom mirror and sometimes my eyes look like bloody red. I see my eyes dark blue, light blue in the dark, shining eyes. Im guessing it has something to do with the cursed I have. Do bad I can't break the curse. Crazy shit going on right now. Jeannette being haunted, telepathics watching me, voices im hearing, my mothers memory being made up and erased. Me getting choked by the rope. Oh and its not ne that choked my self so Doctors piss off. Oh I dont remember getting choked but the marks are there. What else is happening well things are getting weird and crazy. Found so much secrets in one town. Crazy stuff but I need to make sure if its real inorder to reveal these secrets. So thats it for now.
June 18 2011 first journal
I saw a flash outside three days ago or four days ago. That was weird. Me and jean rivera spoke about theresa hall. Theen jeans baby toy kept turning on by its self. So i figure i told theresa hall to stoop and the toy stop. Try to figure out what im telling you. Put it together. Then the toy stopped turning on by its self. Its almost as if someone was letting us know shes there. Or could be satans trick but i realized the voices are acting like kids that lie thats trying to scare you. Just a few days ago i told the kid i hearded a few weeks ago to show her self. At the corner shop a kid calls my name. This is getting weird. Im npt gonna tell you they exist ill just tell you what happened. I wont tell what they are. Soo today.. I was at the debeers trailirs road this guy dtiving a bike i noticed. I begin to say hes telepathic he looked at me. Its not schizophrenia.. Not schizophrenia becausee i was choked with out remembering i was choked. It wasnt me buut well cant be demons i am protected by angels. Soo it was something else. Could be satans tricks but i dont think so. Ive been investigating satan lately. Satan.. Try making a deal with me at the age of 17 years old. Soo it cant be satan its probably something else entirely different. But wait thats not it the old school when it was still around the kids that came up to me saiid they saw red ghosts noot white. Something is wrong here. It appears to be something elsr going on here. Not sure if those kids remembers but ive been investigating. I was followed in 2007 and im still being followed. It could be satans trick but if its not satan im hearing who am i hearing? Weird. Really weird. I was choked by a cross rope with out remembering it. Soo i even see the marks, stratches around my neck a long scratch. Could it be demons, or something else entire different. Satam could of made it look like theresa hall was making the toy turn on by its self buut on the other hand it might not be satan. Couple of years ago i was standing between the school portables and the arena door at night. These teenage girls were walking at the road that leads to the airport road. So they were walking and i was standing then the bang i hearded on the arena door and then those girls walking were far and laughing at me. Craxy isnt it? Its posdible it was satan but something else has me thinking but no more talking about what ive noticed. Im not gonna reveal the secret. But just think about what ive posted. Im not crazy its not schizophrenia. Just think about it. I was choked and i dont remember it. Im starting to think it was them. Or maybe the cross rope was around my neck but theres no way it could of made red marks. Im starting to think it was one of them that choked me. Again i dont remember it. It could be satan tbat choked me but what satan did doesnt makes sense. I mean if satan choked me why havent he killed me? Ive been with satan for almost a year. And if im not protected by angels why havent satan killed me? Something is wrong here. I dont think im facing satan or demons but something else entirely different. Oh and if i get framed agaiin im telling the truth shifters :). Oh guys reading this is just what i think im not saying there are shape shifters.. Its just what i think. Plus i think i keep getting framed by the fucken shape shifter. A shape shifter can look like anyone he/she wants. Including you me or anyone else. But its just what i think and noticed.
June 16 2011 second journal
Well i have my faith back. I was tricked by satan. He has the ability to give thoughts. But i spoke with savannah and i asked her a question i said did i say i see ghosts she said yes. But i think it was something else kessing with me. Or.. People reading my blog memories were made up. But savannah said i am satans child lmao. Man thats funny. I am not. I may look like a demon but im not satans child im against satan and not god. I really hope my blog doesnt contains false informations. Satan was orobably messing with my blog. So i believe in god and ill always believe in god. Satan had deceived me again. Crazy moron satan. Im still hearing those ediots called demons. And boy there wreally annoying them. Boy i be shock that my blog is messed up but its not. I thought ill never get my faith back but i got it back. I am going to church this sunday. I believe in god and not satan the one that tricked me by giving me thoughts. So ill never get tricked again. Man satan almost had me. But i think satan is making up peoples memory that are reading my blog. Thats it for now.
June 16 2011 first journal
Well people says do i see ghosts i say no.. So right now im still like wtf seriously they think i see ghosts. My guess is prople reading my blog their memories were made up or my blog is cursed. I mean maybe my blog is cursed because of those pictures of my self i added. People in this blog.. Are reading that i see ghosts. I dont know what the devil is trying to say but if its true what people say my blog is fucked up. Damn never mess with demons. Or i think my memory is being made up and i posted i see ghists like mind control and shit my blog have to be haunted or cursed. The weird thing i saw that my eyes are red and i saw my reflection red eyes at my brothers eye balls. But he never saw the red eye my brother? His memory was made up or erased. My bro did see the red eyes he just doesnt remembers. Demons been messing with me and its really fucking things up. So my blog is either runned by satan or my blog is cursed and putting false information in. They said i see ghosts but i dont i only hear demons and wtf whats wrong with my blog i dont see ghosts. I never posted me seeing ghosts. But i thinknmy blog is cursed. Because in kash the telepathic psychics saud they deleted my blog but my blog was still around. They knew the password to my blog and the boyfriend said he deleted my blog. But it never was deleted. Not sure if they were lying but i think they were lying. So i dont know whats wrong with my blog. But i was able to delete it me. But something is going on. I dont know what though only satan is on my mind right now and three other craxy things. Thats aliens, monsters, and demons.
June 14 2011 first journal
Something is really up. I mean if satan made up my memory and he gad his chance to kill me why doesnt he do it now? I mean him killing me. I just realized im not protected by angels. And satan still has a chance to kill me..but.. For some reason he is not going to kill me. My memory was made up i though i was protected but i am not protected. Plus my mother said ive been hearing voices fir since 2007. If thats true my memory was erased in 2010. Oh if any of thw kashechewan people are reading this its possible there might not be any telepathic psychics in kashechewan. Its possible my memiry was made up. Like this.. Its luje writing a story amd you are in it. Its like that. And if it story gets rewriten then you wont remember the story changed. Something crazy is happening in my life. I said to someone to show her self and sge did. But gonna keep this information a secret. So something else is on my mind its them trying to get me to run out of town. But wait why? Well something wants to get me of course. I think she wants me?? Not sure if this is satams tricks. But the voices did say that my future demin self is here in my time. It could be that satan cant hurt me if he does he changes the future and my future self could paradox because satan attacked me. Not sure when is satan is supposed to kill me but if these are demon and if they are telling the truth about my future self being here then satan cant kill me now. If he kills me he changes the future then my future self will paradox. But another weird thing that is going on is people saying i see ghosts. They read that in my blog but i havent writen anything like that at all. So if satan is not doing this then is my blog haunted? I think it has something to do with my pictures. So why are these demons still keeping me alive? Unlesd i am proteected by angels. That could be it. You know angels protect people. But im not sure if im protected by angels. I dont know what is satan is planning if he is satan. I try getting out of town but i cant seem to get out of town. I mean i cant get iut of town always new problems. It looks like to me.. Some thinf wants me to stay and not move out. But she wants me to run outside of town. But why havent they erased my memories yet those...cant say not sure yet. Right now people must think im crazy but do some investigations it might prove MIGHT prove. But i realized demons been erasing memories and making up memories. IF im hearing demons and not something else. But i think they are tryimg to turn me or not could of been satans tricks. So im investigating now.
June 11 2011 first journal
Well immfucken screwed. Don't know if my memory is being made up now. It's crazy how the demons erased my memory like like. And dickless bitch Satan is going to kill me soon. Not sure when. I dont know what's Satan is planning. I don't know why Satan haven't killed me yet. I wonder why he haven't killed me yet? If I go on the plane MAYBE Satan will kill me. I guess no need going to church if i won't be saved. no need to pray since my memory will be made up. I can't repent my memory will just be made up. Man I just lost faith in god now. He won't help. He'll just watch me and if I die he'll still watch me suffer in hell. That's god.. This really sucks man Satan the dickless bitchs Got me. I sinned and I will go to hell. I can't repent my memory will just be made up. I mean yeah I'll repent but that wasn't me repenting. It's the asshole Satan that made up my memory. Like I never repented but I repented. But didn't. It's supernatural. Oh the kids that saw the red ghosts in 2008 their memory was made up. The ghosts are demons and they are Satans whires sluts. Ugly bitches. I have the pictures of those ass lickers Satans fucken stupid ugly kids. But I dint think Satan will kill me if I go on the plane to the other town. But if I move to the city that's when I'll die. Or not I could be wrong. But satan is really evil and he would kill me on the plane when I move to the city. Huh dickless bitches... The devil is suchs a ruiner. An asshole kissing my ass. Satan kissed my ass for almost a year. Lmao. Oh and Satan kisses my ass a million times a minute. So you know I no longer believe in Jesus Christ. I won't be saved any ways. Yeah I did have faith in Jesus that I'll be saved but.. Realized I can't be saved If this is Satans doings. Asshole Satan. The fucken ediots are saying it's the vampire alike monsters in attawapiskat. Well vampire alike? Crazy eh? Not gonna talk about that yet. I need to make sure they are monsters and not Satans trick. Oh and it's possible that Satan made up my memory to be sick. And I'm not sure if there are monsters. Satan probably made up my memory. So one thing I have in my head now is I'm going to helll. So right now I don't really fucken care any more. I'll just live my life. I just realized something three of my classmates died weird. Also I'm still investigating the supernatural in attawapiskat to see what else I find and I found alot of crazy things now. Oh I think the shadows followed me home. Voices are still saying that it's the little girls mom. WTF is with the little girls. They always say it's her mom. Fucken crazy demons. They're just ugly losers. So I have no reason to repent yeah I do but my memory will just be made up. Demons are trying to convince me it's not Satan. Hey sounds lime the little girl disappeared. So um assholes are assless assholes. Oh and I do not see ghosts Jesus Christ why do you kids misread my blog? Ah crap their memory was made up. A kid said something about me. Couldn't understand her but her memory was made up. Or.. I was framed by a shape shifter again. Man if so he's a real asshole. Molesting kids like that and raping. Huh had no idea you monsters rape and molest if there are monsters in attawapiskat. Plus I think people in attawapiskat memories were erased and made up. How shitty is that. Not knowing what's really going on. Right now the voices are telling me to sleep like a baby. He's a vampire that voice. Oh the little kid says it's me that us making up my memory and erasing. I'll talk about the monsters soon siince I keep getting framed by one. But it could be that there's no monsters in attawapiskat. Could be Satan making up my memory. Look assholes thinking I'm crazy I'm just posting what I think is going on. Just let me be bitches! Okay demons are still kissing my ass and they're kissing my ass fast as they could. I had a zombie dream to night. I also had a dream I was in hell couple nights ago. I saw the lake of fire I think. It's crazyy. I mean ne dreaming almost every day. The ediots are now trying to scare me. Oh it's Satan I'm hearing. Ohh Teddy bear okayy (tedd) let's see I seen a shadow a shape of a kid now at the south east side of my house now. Oh and the shadows has light around them too. So I'm like what the hell.
Demons are still acting like humans telepathics. So all the voices are psychic. Like knowing the truth. They just act like the aren't psychic. But they act like they are telepathic. I really hope I'll lose the voices at the end if July but if it doesn't works out(losing the voices) then my memory was fucken made up by Satans fucken gaylords. That's all for now.
June 9 2011 first journal
You won't believe what happened yesterday. My mother told me I've been hearing voices for since 2007. Ever since I started to take pictures there. I've been hearing them for since 2007. But I only remember hearing them for almost a year. Did my memory erased? What happened? I think my mothers memories were made up by the demons. On the other hand it could be something else completely different. I am still investigating something here. So I told my brother did I started hearing voices in 2007 and he said he only remembers me hearing voices I'n 2010. So there's something going on here. Did my memory erase or did my moms memory made up? If my memory erased then if I been hearing demons for four years now then these aren't demons. I my memory was erased then the angel told ne I'm protected then this mean that it is fake. That wasn't an angel. Ah fuck I think I pissed off the real devil. He said he'll kill me on the plane. Shiiit! Okay if my memory was erased then these aren't demons I'm hearing these are something else entirely different. I mean think about it demons are evil and I've been having these demons for years now. And I'm not protected? Maybe they're not demons.. But ONLY if my memory erased them they're not demons. If my memory haven't erased then they are demons and I'm protected by angels. Although I do see shadow figures now. But why do I see shadow figures? One of them told me to invite them in my house. So what the shadows can't enter into my house? I'm going to investigate some more that's all for now.
June 6 2011 first journal
Well I'm hearing the voice of god weird but it's not god. I doubt it. Weird someone just asked me do you believe in god. Shiti think it is god. Nah can't be. Well voices are telling me to run like hell. Uh oh um I think I'm being haunted by a ghost. And a demon. And I'm being watched by a monster. I think I'm bring watched by a monster. I know it sounds crazy. But they say it's fake. Probably a very bizarre trick. Yeah there can't be any monsters. Oh and I saw another big snake In my room in the dark. Weird and creepy. Must put light alittle bit in my room. It's weird how these voices tells me to repent. I even hear the voices of god. But I font think it's gods voice. The crazy think is they don't want me to burn in hell. Oh yeah I think lucyanns boyfriend did this to be. Me hearing voices. He told me to repent in kash or I'll suffer in hell. I know what happened in kash and it looked like lucyanns boyfriend had supernatural powers. He said he was a god. I've Been doing investigations about the voices. Talia said nothing was following me. But she was also right about the other readings talia. I tested her secretly. She said nothing was following me. So I wondered and the only guy I am thinking about is lucyanns boyfriend. I know gods don't exist but I saw her boyfriend had supernatural powers. It looked like it. But the voices told me to make the deal with the devil. But I never signed the contract though. Then all of the sudden they say god is evil Satan Is god. But the others say repent. The others say Satans is not god. Tedd is always trying to prove it's not him that gave me the voices. Oh okay tooodd! So um it might be lucyanns boyfriend that made me hear the voices. But the voices have a mind of their own now. The telepathics can hear the voices thought. I was thinking about the voices and why I was hearing them. It started in kash where lucyanns boyfriend is. When I was hearing voices. But then he said he's not a god after a few days of leaving kashechewan. I could be wrong about lucyanns boyfriend but it did happened. so alot of crazy stuff is happening right now and I mean crazy stuff. Mostly involving repent, god, Satan, kids, telepathics, illusions, and lies. The voices disguise as god said to me repent. He said he god. Oh if any doctors are reading this I DO NOT HAVE SCHIZOPHRENIA. So the voices I hear are proven to be real living things well not living but real mindful voices. One of the telepathics read the voices thought. I really hope she's telepathic and not a trick. Um I can't prove it to you guys though. Well the telepathic ediots are saying that I'm touching her ass but she's a liar. Oh the telepathic ediot is just a voice. They are screaming saying repent. Oh I communicated with my demon self lady might. And shit it sounded like me in a evil voice. I even saw the shadow figure of me. Plus I think I see the devil on the south east side of my house. I'm still seeing the devil. But his voice kept changing. First the devil voices a little girls voice, and then the devils voice. Lily said god is my daddy. But the voice disguised as god said lily is lying. Hehehe lily said Jesus is my dad. Funny first. And I thought she was afraid of Jesus. But she was faking. Damn these voices are good actors. I looked At my self in the mirror in thedark in the bathroom and saw my eyes dark or light blue. But the ediots said there's something wrong with my eyed but nah there's nothing wrong with my eyes. Oh and well a saw on the tv reflection a girl dressed all white was eating the thing on my hand. But I never saw the girl just the reflection. Um I guess she was hungry. Weird and crazy. I saw something covered in blood I guess. Boy I really hope I'm not crazy because the supernatural activities happening in me is really damn increasing like hell. I started seeing those things ever since I added pictures of something. It's either Satans messing with me or the pictures are cursed. Ice been writing things in my books about the supernatural and I now have 123 pages now. Um hehehe it's not god I'm hearing. Funny the voice was wrong. Wait I thought the voices were psychic. Okay I hearded someone at the woods on the east side of attawapiskat. Plus I saw someone too. A kid. Shit I'm saying kid alot. Uh oh, I just realized it's me. What I believe willhappen. It's supermatural. Not normal. Or I could be wrong. But again what people believe in town of attawapiskat but like a ghosts appearance it will look like what you imagined it looked like. Like this kids thinks ghosts are white then they see the ghost white. But if they think ghosts are Red then they see the ghost red. But it only happens in attawapiskat. Me in believing that there are monsters, kids, demons now I'm hearing, seeing these things I believe. From what I discovered about the supernatural in attawapiskat what people believe about things they'll see or heat or experienced it. But there are ghosts white. Actually demons. Okay I know I sound crazy right now but it's just what I think. Believe what you want to believe. It's just what I think. So what I'm saying involves the supernatural and again it's just what I think that's it. Now that's all for now.
June 5 2011 first journal
Fuck me the shadow figure i see on the east side of my house im living in right now looks like me. But could be satans tricks. But i did see the shadow figure i took a closer look at it and i asked it questions and answered. but with out talking. Things just just well supernatural. Oh and i saw a big ass snake two nights ago in my room in the dark. Plus i saw alittle kid peaking today. A four year old maybe. And the voices are saying im a ghost. And im haunting lucyann? WTF? oh okay i died they say now im haunting her. Okay weirder things are happening. In hearing snakes every time i turn off the lights in my room. So if that shadow figure is me am I going to hell? Shitty. Okay in the morning yesterdaty cheer up says a demon to lily. Lily is acting like sshes an angel while a kid named lucyann is telling me to run like hell. Crazy stuff im experiencing. Plus i think my memory is being made up. I mean they werent working at the health centre yesterday. And guess what some one answered the phone. Oh and i was looking at the picture at facebook and there were five pictures. Then hours later i looked at the same pictures and they were four. Theres no way the picture erased. Plus i saw the postal code like this P0l 0a1 not p0l 1a0. My memories are being made up and i havent noticed it. Uh oh im starting to think i never repented shit i think thats why im going to hell. Nah never mine cant be. Well voices are crying now. And acting like kids. Kind of hink of it i think they are kids. Kid demons? Or supernatural beings that are kids? Wow ive been saying kids alot. I think....well im done for now.
June 3 2011 first journal
Okay there's something up in the air and not a asteroid! Okay I just realized the demons are acting like kids. I mean they pretend to think I'm a ghost. Could they be kids? I mean they say I died in 2001. They say I'm making up my memory. Plus I keep hearing gods voice? Things just got freaky. I'm hearing voices disguised as god, angels, demons, and kids. This is really weird. Plus I'm seeing shadows. I also saw something red running back and forth. I saw it at the east side of town out side of town. Plus I keep seeing this kid. Oh and I hearded a kid say I love you or something different. I couldn't understand what the kid said. It came from the east side woods of town. I think he said my name and said I love you. Weird. I'm not kidding. Also assholes are trying to scare me those voices. They are saying things to me trying to scare me. They are so stupid those voices lying to me. They say sick things too. Assholes are even saying that Lilith Is making up my memory. They say I'm a ghost they say Lilith is freaking me. They do everything to scare those dickless freaks. But I did received a reading from talia she said nothing is following me. But she was also right about the other readings. I tested talia. But my mother experienced the supernatural. So I don't know. It's not schizophrenia or anything. Unless well talias memories were made up. So does Lilith makes up memory. Well ill be studying more about what's going on. I only have a few months to study then I'm moving to the city after.
May 31 2011 first journal
Okay im seeing shadow figures now plus i think im seeing the devil. I see this shadow figure all black walking the opposite direction im walking. Scaryyy but im serious. I also hear satans kids too and see them. On the east side I see a shadow figure of a child in a hood. On the south ease side of my house just about ten yards away up to the white house I see the devil or something. I saw wings i things. Boy im never getting near the shadows again but I feel like going to the shadows. see this is what I mean by them giving thoughts to me. Also on the south side on my road street i saw a shadow figure. Its been a really weird week for me now. I see things now and the assholes (doctors) well just say my schizophrenia is getting worst. So things are getting crazy now Demons saying theyre god. Oh wait I have something to tell you guys Talia said I was being followed by anything. But she was right about the other things. So Its possible i could of created them the same way the kids created the red ghosts. Let me explain about what happened in 2008 or 2007. They were kids walking up to me saying show us the ghosts but they were demons. So the pictures i took were red ghosts but they were white and black. So they the kids thought it was red ghosts but then they saw red ghosts. You see they were supposed to be white. They the ghosts werent ghosts they werent even real ghosts. They the kids believe that the ghosts were red. So they saw that. So Maybe I created these demons or something But i could be wrong its possible that Talia is a Fake psychic. So now i hear them. I started to think about it and realized satan is not hurting me non of the demons are trying to hurt me. They cant hurt me so im not being followed. Cant be schizophrenia because my mother and brother saw something. On the other hand it could be the shifters messing with me they did say they are monsters. But it could be the voices. So nothing is following me but something is going on here. Why do i hear voices i seen the demons. unless its just me. Im talking about what Talia said to me. She said i wasnt being followed by anything so could she be a fake? But again she was right about the other things. So again nothing is following me. So it could just be me. Like creating these things like the kids created the red ghosts. So there is something going on here im not being followed. Thats it for now i have alot of thinking to do. Try to figure out whats wrong. Oh yeah one of the voices said its god doing it to mess with me but its a lie.
May 24 2011 first journal
Now I experience the supernatural alot and I mean alot. Me hearing demons and I think I hearded a ghost or spirit. Sounded like an old lady. Could be a demon actually. She said read it but she said it in Cree. It was at night time. It seems that I can hear spirit at a sleeping tired state. Like almost falling asleep. But they could be demons. My family experienced demon interaction but they don't know it though. My family doesn't know it. I like writing slot and I bet alot of people think I'm crazy. Well I could just tell them to investigate the town full of supernatural. Demons are still shouting which is starting to annoy I'm even think of losing the voices in July 2011. A medicine woman will help me and gimmy I think will talk to me about the demons. Crazy stuff going on in my life right now. I still pray to god every day three times aday. Same with Jesus. Lily Is still acting like she's scared of Jesus Christ but she's faking. But she says Jesus is meannn. I still remember a couple of months ago that my grandmother hearded someone scream. Crazy demons these days. Kind of think of it I think everyone in attawapiskat are protected by angels. So I went through alot of supernatural stuff. I did satanism, seeing leprechauns which by the way could be Satans trick to mess with me. Encountering with supernatural beings. Lived through haunted places. I thinks that about it well that's all.
May 21 2011 first journal
Nothing weird happen today. But I did noticed little things weird. Like a pen rolling on it's own. But that only happens once. I think I saw lily. Not sure though. I'm still studying the supernatural in attawapiskat. And there is something stopping me from leaving attawapiskat. I lost my wallet now I can't leave town with out my cards. I lost my cards all of them along with my wallet. Well that sucks. But what's stopping me? Angels demons? It's weird how I can't leave attawapiskat. So I'm learning a few thing things about me. I meditated last night and that way I won't get stressed out by the voices. Voices still screaming and shouting like ediots. They never seem to shut up those big mouth. I don't like what's going on because I could get killed. I spoke with a satanist and we've talked about the anti Christ. I also spoke with a Christian and we've talked about the voices I was hearing. So that's all I have to say for now.
May 16 2011 first journal
Not sure about this but Im either hearing Satans trick or hearing a spirit. I mean Im hearing things now. First I hear someone say can you hear me. Then I hearded someone say let's kill him hear. And then I hearded someone crying for help. But he said it in Cree help. If that was a spirit I'm hearing then Satan is tormenting spirits in attawapiskat. Spirits around me. They the demons have to go now! But I don't know how to get rid of them. But I think it's a trick me. I'm going to keep this short.
May 15 2011 first journal
Hmm weird stuff is happening now. I can't sleep at this night because something seems really weird and different. I mean different. There's normal light around my window but when I closed the light and went in my bed I saw the shadow cover the window light. And now I can't see the window light anymore. The shadow keeps moving too. Weird. If thus is one of Satans tricks then he's just giving me more to write!:) it's just freaks me out and makes me excited at the sane time. So I can't sleep because I'm getting this weird feeling about being watched. And I keep seeing yellow lights small as a dot. I just keep seeing lights. I also see different things now. And the even weirder thing is when I listen to my heart I hear this sound that's sounds like metallic sound. Just like metal. And Harvey felt chills in his room so I think something is in my room. I mean something is in my room supernatural. And just right now I saw a head? With yellow eyes shining yellow eyes plus his skin was red WTF? Freaky I think the demons are showing them self now. Freaky man! There is something about the heart noise. I mean the sound if the heart. Something change and it's really freakyyy. But I'm excited. Hope I don't get attacked or something. But I did get the death card so ill have to keep my guard up. The voices I hear says the head I saw is me. And I just realized something I like yellow eyes! Nah Satan is probably trying to freak me out it's not me. Funny a head sticking out of a basket. It's probably not a head just a random moving shadow shape. But I won't be sleeping in the night time. It's just freaky. Can't sleep in the night. Hope it ends soon. Plus I need to go to church every Sunday. I made a promise to go to church. Hope nothing bad happens to me. So things just got weirder again. That's all I have to say.
May 14 2011 first journal
Okay two nights ago while I was trying to sleep I saw a demon boys head. The boy had yellow glowing eyes and his mouth was open. I think it has something to do with the thing i posted on Facebook. I pissed the demons off I guess so they are trying to scare me now. About three days ago I saw yellow eyes reflected in my laptop after I call Satan a dickless b*tch. My father probably still thinks it's my imagination. But I font blame him he's not a bleiebe of the supernatural. I enjoy writing alot. And I'll keep writing everyday on my book. Lily and Satans kids are just acting stupid. I mean stupid. I still hear them screaming out side. I took a needle injection and the voices try scaring me saying that the virus will start. But those delusional assless ass kissers are just lying. So I'll continue to write in my blog. Oh and I believe that Satan is still waiting for me to make the deal. I've been trying to leave attawapiskat but things just keeps stopping me. The morons are also saying that I'll become blind. But it's a lie. I still talkto satanists. And I talk to people into the supernatural. I never stop writing about the supernatural. If someone read this and try to take me away I'll just tell them to piss off. Because I don't like it when people tells me it's my imagination. I also saw something move sometimes. It moves at the corner of my eyes. Sometimes only. And I enjoy hearing stories about the supernatural. I like doing this kind of stuff and hearing about them. On the mirror in the dark I see my shadow move like looks like that my mouth was open. But it's just the shadows that move. It's weird that I experience the supernatural alot. I mean I've been experiencing the supernatural for years. So that's all I have to say for now.
May 8 2011 first journal
Demons are still screaming out side. And demons still acting nice just to get my soul. And I really need to lose them. I still see the shadows move at the east side outside of town. Weird are they protecting something there? I've been talking to Jean and asked her some questions and they are demons Satans kids she saw. They had big black eyes like lily. So she saw Satans kids which are grown ups. I think the demons are lying about me becoming blind. Those losers lied about the asteroid. I thought they were psychics at first now I believe they are demons kissing my ass. Something happened yesterday. I went in a corner store at night so as I went in there were girls abs I said girls in my head though. Then the girls said were girls. They were young kids. I found that kind of weird. My eyes are still feeling pain. And I don't like it one bit. So I don't know what's going to happen to me now. Negative forces are making my life like sh!t. I still see them going to the dumb east side of town those people at night. My mother told me about someone that hears voices. So that's all I have to say for this.
May 7 2011 first journal
Okay I made a new friend on the Internet. We spoken by email. She's into the supernatural too. So she said when she was a kid she saw something that I see too. Like Satans kids. When she described what she saw when she was a kid she describe seeing white and black spirits with big eyes. Wait lily is white and she has big eyes. Shaliries is black all black I mean shadowy black. So it's possible that Jean saw Satans kids. She moved out of the house years ago. So the house she lived was haunted. The last owners of the house they buy from did witchcraft. So they were satanist that brought Satans kids to this world. So she saw demons. When she was a little kid she would get up in the middle of the night and she would see them demons in her room. She saw black and white demons. She described that she saw only big eyes. No mouth. Not a mouth? Does lily has a mouth? Lily said no she doesn't. But I can hear them and Satans kids sounds the same too. She also described that the spirits she thought has no clothes. Some demons were very tall. I wonder if those Satans kids are grown ups now. Does these demon children age? My answer would be yes. It's supernatural on how they age and they are aging demons. She Jean would mostly see them in her room in the house she lived in. But she moved out years ago. It's weird how she described them to me. I mean she desired them to me the way I described them. I mean the way I described them she described the same thing I described. So I believe it's Satans kids. I could be wrong but it looks like it's Satans kids. I keep dreaming now. Alot of random crazy dreams. I mean In my dreams I stolen father vezinas car. I found this funny and crazy. In that dream I was able to drive good. Oh a few weeks ago I saw my sister have four vangs big ones. It was dark and she looked funny. It's almost as if Satan is making fun of them vampires or what ever you call them. The voices are still screaming out side and they haven't shut up yet. They are saying I'll die and go to hell. Those losers just want me to think like that because they want me to lose faith of god and Jesus christ. Huh ass kissers those demons. Always trying to scare me. And Satans kids are just acting very stupit. The demons also says I'll become blind. What a lie. They've been saying that for almost a year now. But I find these ediots entertaining. So the demons u have which are stupit kids have no mouth wow and they still talk that's just supernatural. I wonder why they needed candy for anyways if they have no mouth. Weird demons kissing my ass. So that's all I have to say.
May 6 2011 first journal
Okay Satan is just being silly now I just hearded a dog talk outside my room. Oh and I got the death card on my tarotcard reading. It's probably a death of my old self and I'll have a new life. On the other hand I did see Jesus Christ in my dream. And my dreams always comes true. So I might or I might not die. Boy I guess this shows you not to mess with the supernatural if the card reading is a bad sign. Ever since I saw the shadow creature I've been getting bad tarot card readings. I mean the disturbance in my soul and now the death card. That really sucks if I'm going to die I won't be able to post my blog. But I was also told that I need a serious change now. But I don't know which change. Stop messing with the supernatural? I think it has something to do with the shadow creatures I saw. Hopefully I'll be okay. So I saw alittle girl all white like lily yesterday. She was bright as light. All white light. It even brighten the day light around that little girl. Could it be lily the white girl? I saw her in my house. Then I saw the little again at the hospital of attawapiskat. There's something wrong with my eyes. Oh yeah the tarot card reader said that it might be a spiritual death or a real death. So I don't know what's going to happen to me. Hopefully I'll be okay. That's all I have to say for now.
May 5 2011 first journal
Still hearing ediots screaming outside. Man they never shut up. They must of screamed for months now and they haven't shut up. I tell them to shut up. But I guessthey are good at screaming since they screamed in hell suffering. But I'm used to those losers screaming. I lost my respect with Satan and his gay lords. Hehehe and the boobless bitch Lilith is also one of them screaming I'm guessing. Demons burns their skin up in hell. So I'm just making fun put of Satan and Lilith. Lilith is one of the most powerful demons but god is more powerful. I remember a time when Satan said he's god that's just delusional. I had four random dreams lastnight. One of the dreams I was in was I stolen father vezina car. I had those dreams because demons gives me dreams alot. I don't know why. One of the dreams I had two nights ago was an asteroid hitting attawapiskat. I think they're just trying to scare me. And Lilith is a real bitch. Also his kids are just stupid and silly. They seem to act stupit. Demons still saying I'll become blind. And that's getting really annoying. I just tell them that they're just kissing my ass. I even visualized Satan kissing my ass because I could meditate at all with those lunatics screaming out side. I think hurting Satans feeling if he has feeling. Months ago I had a dream of Satan and lily beautiful looking. The reason why he gave me that dream is because I keep calling h ugly. I also call lily ugly. So does Satan has feelings? I dont care me I just call him ugly every time he pisses me off. And this is just stupit all he's doing is making me bad he can't even hurt me. I remember a time in kashechewan when I saw the shadow move at the corner of my eyes. That's when Lilith made his move. Weird and supernatural things happened in kashechewan. Like I saw two telepathics walking above ground I saw them green ghostly or I think it was light blue ghostly colored. I also started hearing voices at that time when I moved out of kashechewan. At the time I moved of kashechewan I started hearing voices. So I've been through alot of supernatural activities now. So that's all I have to say for now.
May 4 2011 first journal
Alot of supernatural things happened in my life. I witness shadow creatures. I just witnessed a shadow creature Afew days ago. And I witnessed a red eyed shadow creature. The two things that amazed me is the train having a mind of it's own. And another one Is unbelievable. It's possible my memory was made up because my mother doesn't remembers it. So I'll take about this one. I and my mother were going to the gym. So when we went outside going to the gym it was dark time no sun. So when we got to the gym people were standing in line to go through the back door of the gym. But the crazy thing is on the front door of the gym it was dark time completely and on the back door of the gym it was day time. People were going to the day light. I find this really crazy. My mother was there. We went to the day light. I just realized my memory might of been made up but it's crazy what happen. I remember being in a haunted plane once when he last evac. I was on a plane and I was sitting. So as I was sitting the plane went up in the air then I saw this little girl going to the restroom or what ever you call the room where you poop. So then the other boy goes in the restroom the little girl never came out. So then the plane lands the little girl never went out of the plane. The little girl was gone. True story. So I still hear voices and they are still shouting at me. They never shut up. They say I'll lose my eyes for using them. I learned alot about the supernatural me. I'm still learning more about the shadow creatures. I'll study them too. Not messing with them that's just going to get me killed. Satan is still following me and he won't quit until he gets my soul for lily Satans dauther. And shaliries is going to get my head cut off if I sell my soul to Satan. Judging by the head she's holding on her chest. She said it was her baby. Huh a little girl that has her own baby. Satan is funny. But crazy. I'm still cursed and some dogs looked at me ad if I'm a ghost. Weird dogs. I'm it's probably the shapeshifter looking at me. Shifter seems to be surprised I have red eyes. I mean the dogs that looked at me was the shape shifter because other dogs don't look at my red eyes. There's a shape shifter in attawapiskat. But they said they were monsters. So there's more then one? My answer is yes. I know it sounds crazy but seeing a leprechaun is crazier. Oh and believe it or not I know what I've hearded and seen. And I'm smart I could put things together to find out it's supernatural or not. Oh and I'm starting to think the shadow creatures are humans. Because one of them laughed at me in my room. The shadow creature that followed me sounded happy. And I think the shadow creature left me alone now unlike the demons kissing my ass. So I'm writing alot now on my book and blog. I'll always have alot to write. I'm like a supernatural magnet because I keep witnessing alot of the supernatural. Seeing a leprechaun, shadow creature, noticing a shape shifter, weird stuff happening as a kid. It's weird how this works. I wonder if it's my ability to witness the supernatural. That's all I have to say for now.
May 3 2011 first journal
Last night I think I saw yellow eyes and red eyes. I think I saw it. Not sure. But the voices said that it was yellow eyes but they are delusional so I don't know. I hearded a male laugh and it sounded like the laugh came from my room. Not out side. The voices I hear sounds like they are out side screaming never shutting up. The losers says that I'll lose my eyes but they're just delusional. Demons always lie and they never shut up. And Satan Is still kidding my ass. Why don't Satan just kiss his kids ass oh right they burnt up all their skin they are assless Satans kids. That would explain why Satan is kissing my ass. Why don't satan just kisses someone else ass oh right Satan is gayy. So he's just kissing my ass instead. Well atleast I have an ass. Hehehe. So I hearded a guy laugh not sure if that's one of Satans tricks. I think it has something to do with the shadow demon I saw a few days ago. I wonder if the people going to the db communicated with these shadow creatures the people do go at the east side of town at night to the dumb. I'm still trying to figure put what they are doing at the dumb. It might be normal or supernatural. The ediots are just giving me delusional information. Man Satan is one of the delusional losers. There's gonna be a disturbance in my soul and I don't know what. But not sure if the spiritnow psychics are fake or not fake I don't know. So I only saw the leprechaun once. But I think it was Satan trying to amaze me weird though seeing leprechaun. And crazy. I think I know why the demons wants me to run out of town of attawapiskat so the shadow creatures can get to me. I think the shadow creatures been cursing people. Like giving them telepathic ability. I know it sounds crazy but come one i found alot of telepathics in kashechewan could be Satans trick though. So things just hot even weirder and made more weirder discoveries. But then again it could be Satans tricks. The devil is really clever. So I'm being followed by shadow creatures and they are harmless. They are just watching me. Not sure if they'll watch me again tonight. Voices still screaming and I think they broke a record of screaming and kissing my ass too. They broke a record of kissing my ass. Funny. Um I'm still learning more about them. I found shadow creatures and one of them were really close to me hiding behind my back. So that's probably the one that's following me. I saw it just a few days ago. I'll continue to write and write and write. I spoke my father about the supernatural encounters I had he just keeps saying that it's my imagination. But it's not. I've been writing alot aboutthe supernatural and I found alot of secrets that was hidden. I have two books about the supernatural and the informations about in my books are just my history of the supernatural. I have over 100 pages now. I'm think of writing as Many as possible. The supernatural activities around me and just around me increased. And it's not my imagination my father is wrong. So I'll have alot to write in my book. I'll continue to write my book long. And there's alot of information about what happened in my past. Now I realized when I was alittle kid I was remembering my imaginations but wait it wasnt my imagination at all. I was at an abondoned train station and I was alittle kid and I was all alone outside sitting in a bence. Then I saw this train. I then cried. Then this guy my mothers friend comes and the train just went away. I mean the crazy thing is the guy signal the train to go away by moving his hand. The train was peaking. So when I remembered that I was like WTF? The guy saw the train as if the train had a mind of it's own. The guy saw the train I saw the train peaking. Like it was looking at me the train. So today I wonder if the other imaginations I had aren't imagination. I was a kid when I saw the train. I had a feeling. I also saw things that looked like my imagination so I don't know if it's my imagination or if it was real. The guy that signal the train to go away took me to my mom. This took place at timmins when I saw the train. Oh yeah the train wasn't in it's track it was out of his track. I think Lilith has something to do with the things that happened in timmins. Things that happened in my life. So I saw things that was supernatural. The guy I saw that took me to my mom when I was alittle kid white hair he was old. And he knew my mother. This was sooo long ago. Around the age of 6,7 so that's all I have to say for this.
May 1 2011 first journal
Something happen yesterday on April 30 around 10pm. I was standing around at the trailors and I hearded someone say run to me. I think he shouted at me saying run. And I saw something behind my back it looked like a shadow creature wearing a shadowy hood. It had no nose, no ears, and no eyes, and no mouth. But I saw the shadow creature first then the guy shouted run after ten minutes or more. It sound like the person I hearded came from the woods. Then later I didn't hear again. So who was that guy? Oh and I think the voices are messing with me I saw a leprechaun I was like what the fuck. I'm serious Satan is really messing with me. I mean the leprechaun I saw had yellow eyes. Golden eyed. He was small. So Satan is really messing with me. So this Is one of Satans tricks. And I think he's being funny Satan. I'm guessing he's just bored. It's been along time Satan followed me. And I believe shadow creatures comes out past 10pm at night around the community of attawapiskat not in the community of attawapiskat only around. So I'm learning new things about the community of attawapiskat. So two crazy things happen last night saw a shadow creature and saw a leprechaun. Oh and leprechaun had a big smile on his face. The voices are still saying stupid delusional stuff now. They say the monsters shape shift into me. They also say they are calling the police on me. Could the people going to the dumb of attawapiskat have something to do with the shadow creatures that I seen? They do go in the dumb at night those people. I think they are not human those people. Could be one of Satans tricks though. I mean they the people going to the dumb at night might not be humans. It's crazy. Because the things I've noticed. A guy telling me to run. But I never saw the guy. So I don't know if it was the demons or a person. That's all I have to say for now.
April 30 2011 first journal
Demons still saying it's my ass. I don't even know how this started. Okay something happened yesterday I think or two days ago. I was looking at the window I saw franky ex girl friend going into terry house. So later someone calls and it was The ex girl friend. But she lives live to roads away from the house she went in. I saw franky exgirl friend and few minutes later she called from her house. So i was like what the f*ck. But I'm not sure if it was his ex girl friend but I think I saw her. Terry and franky ex girl friend are going out together. But I think Terry was going out with another girl. I said some thing in my head to the girl. Shes not telepathic I think. But I said are you one of them then the call comes. So I'm not sure what happened. So did Terry went out with a shapeshifter or something because I hearded his girl friend Gloria called for franky. Its crazy. I think they are letting me know something here. If I find out what I've found something I'll let you guys know. That's it for now. I just need to make sure what Ive found is real and not a mistake.
April 29 2011 first journal
Demons are still messing with my head and i told a guy a story about me and satan. Ediots screaming are thinking that im falling for their stupit tricks. Man they are really annoying they never shut up especially satans gay lords. I hearded some kind of monster around past midnight weird. First i hear kids saying ring around the rosie then i hearded something that sounded like monster jumping place to place. i have to stop using my eyes its going to make me blind. Its getting worse now. My eyes are sick sick sick. Still doing the asteroid trick those demons tey seem so desperate or me to get out of town why is that? im protected by prayers. Its fake says a dickless freak disguised as a human but its really satan. He never shuts up what happen to his evil voice i hear? i gala take care of my eyes starting tomorrow. I saw golden eyes yesterday that looks like a leprechauns eye. So i got alot going on right now and they involve the supernatural. I took pictures of my self and found my eyes different have you guys seens them? Thats all i have to say for now.
April 28 2011 first journal
Demon I hear are still delusional and stupit. They Still shout at me and they sound like they are outside. Huh. And cars around me are speeding up too everytime they demons tells a serious lie. Fucken lying ediots these demons. I think the cars that speeds up are psychics. I found alot of telepathic psychics in kashechewan. And not sure what I found in attawapiskat. Assholes saying it's fake. Fucken liars trying to give me false information. Why don't they just kiss Satans ass and not mines. Oh and a dog looked at me I think the dog seeing my red eyes because the white dog reacted the way my eyes look. The demons still says I'll lose my eyes. And I see red eyes in the mirror I'm the dark. Weird. So I'm still experiencing the supernatural. It's not me says a dickless freak and I'm talking about the demons kissing my ass. Ugly freaks calling the police are such liars. They said they caked the police. First time I hearded a demon calling the police. Man should of never try making the deal now Satan is kissing my ass over and over and he never stops. That's it for this one.
April 26 2011 first journal
Voices still saying crazy stuff but I can turn them down alittle. They say its my mommy. Liars. Anyways I hearded one of those voices say that lucyann boyfriend has vangs. And thats what i mean about the demons being crazy. And now demons are saying im a molestor to the drivers writing around the house im in now. I moved back to the house so i dont live in the trailors now. The assholes that are fucken ugly are trying to get me to go to prison. I may of realized that they are psychics telepathic psychics. I mean the drivers going to the dumb. I could be wrong but when i was walking back to the debeers trailor i saw a car passing by me and before it past by me i said they look hungry and the female driver smiled. Which i believe that there might be more prove they are not human i could be wrong they just could be telepathic psychics. Assholes are saying that my memory was mde up and im talking about those ugly asshole satans gay lords. So i was thinking of well standing around at the debeers trailos and see what they'll do if i keep standing there every night. Im just thinking of it. Satans gay lords are saying they'll kill me. But they are lying they would of done that a long time ago. So kids please stop going to my blog i might get in trouble for you guys reading this. This is just what i think im not saying that they are not human im just writing things of the supernatural. Things i think of. I write what i think and that involves the supernatural. Oh and im not deleting my blog if you guys dont want your kids to see this tell them to fuck off this blog. I write things alot and im not here to waste my time so just tell your kids to get the fuck off this blog if you dont want them to read this stuff. Oh ill stop writing bad words now. So really weird things are happening now. And it just got even weirder what i found. The just two nights ago i was looking at the cars and the one driver knew i was looking at them. He or she first stopped and then drove fast to the dumb. I think they gave thm self away. Again i could be wrong but theyve responded to my reaction of those people going to the dumb. There seems to be alot of people going to the dumb everyday and the people that walked there looked at me as if they knew what i was thinking of. I had weird thoughts and they looked at me. Ill continue to write and post. So I found something at the woods that the shadows were moving. But when it got even darker i saw red lights or red things in the dark stops of the towns even the woods. But i could control the red lights moving. It looks like they are demons and i could control where they move. So im learning afew things about the shadow and ill stand out side my grandmothers house and see if i could see the shadows. Ill study about the shadows. thats all for now.
April 25 2011 first journal
Okay I was well standing around at the debeers trailer out side. And one of the cars slowed down and stopped. I think the driver knew I was looking at them. Watching them. So there are telepathic psychics going to the dumb. I'm back to my grandmothers house now. So then after I was standing around close to 9pm. Just a couple of minutes before 10pm. And they were still going there at the dumb. And they stayed there for a Long time. Then the demon voices started to make me see things at the dark spots of the woods and town. I saw things that are red. Like red eyes. Red lights. And I know the informations I've added sounds crazy but I'm just writing what I think of what's going on. Today when I think about those people going to the dumb I see them looking at me. But I'm not sure what they are doing there at the dumb. But I'm not going there because I might get in trouble for spying on them. So I know that if I go out there the demons might get me. Satan and the other demons will get me. But this. Could be one of those ediots tricks again. I mean Satans stupid tricks. Like illusion. Oh and a guy riding a bike at the road was being barked at by a dog. Some I know dogs bark at anyone but this guy with the big dogs following him was going to the west direction of town. But this dog beside me was barking at that person riding the bike. That was the shape shifter. He came from the dumb and I'm been wondering where he lives. I mean it looks like he lives outside of town east side. So im just wondering what they are doing at the dumb side. That's all I have to say.
April 24 2011 first journal
Something happened today. Well when I found out about those people going to the dumb east side of town of attawapiskat someone told me something. Well not sure if he was serious but he didn't sound serious. But I'm only going to talk about it alittle bit of it no more. He said that there's a vampire at the dumb. He described it to me that he has four big vangs. That's what he told me. I found it funny. But he wasn't serious. But it's weird how he told me that after I noticed the people going to the dumb. So it could just probably Satans tricks to get me to check at the dumb at night just to kill me. Or make me a deal. So I don't know. But that got I know asked me if i play cards. I also was walking back to the debeers trailors and as I walked I saw this car beside the debeers trailor. The song was played and it sounded like the music sounded "I could read you mind I could I could read your mind" then the girls in the car said Hi roman. So someone days there's a vampire in the dumb? It's weird. I think there's something going on here in attawapiskat. So if they still go to the dumb past 10-o-clock pm then there's something going on here. Plus I keep seeing shadows move atthe woods. I think the town of attawapiskat is full of evil. But I'm still not sure about this it could be Satans trick to get me out of town and hunt me down. So I'll continue to watch those people going to the dumb. But I find it funny he told me there's a vampire there. Funny :). Oh the voices are saying they'll kill me. What a lie. The voices just keeps trying to scare me. So that's all for now.
April 23 2011 first journal
Demons are still delusional. I think I found shadow demons on the east side of town. The shadows were moving at the woods. I just saw a shadow figure of someone last night at the woods. I was standing at the debeers trailors east side. I'm still watching the people going to the dumb east side of town. But I hearded one of the telepathic psychic saying that they're just psychic but I couldnt see the psychic. So it was the voices. The voices are saying that I'm just crazy but I don't believe that. They're the crazy ones that says the asteroid will hit attawapiskat. So they are the crazy ones. The things that's happen the voices said it was Lilith. But the delusion losers are just lying. Crazy liars I call them. Now the shadows I saw moved are demons. The voices are saying that it's me. I'm the demon. But they are just lying. So they say my memory was made up. That's just fucken crazy. And they called me crazy. Fucken losers kissing my ass. They even say I'll lose my eyes. They are just trying to give me false information but those dickless and pussy freaks are just lying. The reason why I call them that is because they burn their skin up. Not lying says a pussyless freak. Anyways the losers I'm still hearing just keeps repeating the same thing every day. Asteroids, calling the polices, the big ugly baby lily and ediots telling lies. I'm learning kinetic powers today. I think it's kinetic. Or no. But I'm trying to increase the power. But the fucken stupid edits are still trying to trick me to thinking it's liliths powers. Fuck ediots lying. I'm not going to talk about the power I'm learning about. The ugly assholes are saying that I'm crazy. Fucken dickless ugly girl Satan. While doesn't he oh I mean she fucks someone else besides me. Lily the ugly asshole won't leave me alone all she wants to do is fuck me. Satan is such a sick fucker. That fucken girl is such a sick fucker that can't even hurt me. That won't hurt me. So much for the evil dickless freak kissing my ass. So that's all I have to say now.
April 22 2011 first journal
Okay yesterday on april 21 2011 was a very good day. but a few supernatural things happened and weird things. First I was in my grandmothers house (theresa) and i was trying to see spirits. And when that happen I saw Lily but she disappeared before a second past. But when I came in My grandmothers house I saw a little kids leg and then when I looked in the room no one was there. After i was laying on the bed and saw an orb. It was quick. So later hours past Around Nine O clock in the evening people were going in the dumb side of attawapiskat thats the east side. The weird thing is I saw one of them and i said in my head your the shape shifter. Then I said look at me in my head though. Then he looked at me. Then after another one was going to the dumb and I said something in my head and he looked at me. Then later two couples goes to the dumb and I said something in my head and they looked at me. They were reading my mind. But what were they doing at the dumb? But thats not all There was this driver that was on the road driving to the dumb. I said are you a shapeshifter? while he was driving he moved his head right to left. I said are you a shapeshifter again and he moved his head right to left saying no. Then I said something else. I said are you a monster? then he moved his head up and down. So the other thing is i saw cars go out and in that area at the dunb east side of down. I must of seen cars go out and in 15 times at 8, 9 o clock. Thats not all i saw at the east side of town I saw thunder shooting down. It was white thunder and it looked like it hit at the dumb. So I also saw shadows move at the woods and i think i saw red eyes there at the woods. So people going through there was weird. I told one of the drivers to put their hand out the window in my head though and i think i saw him put his hand out the window. So I dont know if this is satans trick but I saw them respond. So what were they doing there at the dumb? Its weird how those guys responded. They looked at me. I think I found something here that the community doesnt knows about. I mean one of them said yes by moving their head up and down while driving when i asked them a question. I also heared dogs barking at the east side of town out side of town i mean. Another weird thing that happen is my mother and my mothers boyfriend saw an alien. It was white. Which now I realized the white thunder was from the alien. I mean my mother said the light she saw was white. So alot of weird things happened yesterday for me. But my question is what are they doing over there and are they really monsters? I know it sounds crazy but I saw what I saw. On the other hand it could just be one of satans trick. I mean these things that happened could just be illusion. My mother that saw the light and her boyfriend could just be illusion. So whats satans planning anyways if this is one of his tricks. So I dont know. Oh and my brother sonnyboy was also tricked by satans illusions.
April 20 2011 first journal
Im still hearing voices and Im glad im still hearing them theyll just give me more to write about them. I learned a few things about attawapiskat. I study alot of whats going on. The community of attawapiskat doent really know whats going on. The bad stuff that happens are just demons causing them to happen. I learned alot about Attawapiskat. Yesterday the voices acted like they were vanishing fading away. They try to get me to run out of town of attawapiskat. And theyre still saying the asteroid will hit attawapiskat and i find that funny now. So i took it seriously at first now I dont take them seriously. Lily is still acting good and the voices are still saying satan is god. I saw a traditional healer last week or two weeks ago. I was supposed to see a traditional healer last week on friday 2011 april. The demons are acting like they see my red eyes and right now the ediots are acting like todd or tedd is a god. The voices also acted like that they hear god and one of the voices were playing god too. It seems that the voices are just mostly trying to scare me. They keep lying to me. And I'm trying to figure out what they are going to do. just three nights ago I was writing and my mother came in and saw me holding my laptop but I wasnt holding my laptop. I was writing. Then after that someone knocked on the door on room 17 debeers trailors. But it was the way i knocked when my mother opened the door no one was there. It was satan that did those tricks. but after when I was about to fall asleep around 1am my coat fell down and woke me up. I saw lily few days ago but I only saw her for a few seconds. She must be the whitest girl I ever met. And I mean shes all white ghostly. Demons are saying that Lilith is messing with me now. Lily said that wasnt her when I saw her. She had anime eyes weird. The morons are still delusional and i mean the voices. I am writing mostly in my books and putting all my informations in there even writing it like my journal. Im still writing and I have over 80 pages of supernatural informations of whats going on. I learned a few things too. I think the voices are giving people thoughts. I could actually see my red eyes by seeing my own reflection in the dark. I saw my eyes red. But joshua the fake one says its fake. Thats a lie hes saying. Ill lose my eyes said the moron called joshua. These delusional big mouths never shut up. They keep screaming and theyve been screaming for months. But they are entertaining too. I read the bible and I saw some kind of mark in my hand. A line that matches the bible line. Voices are still acting crazy and stupidly repeating the things they do. Thats all for now.
april13 2011 first journal
I was talking to someone on facebook and she said that i can see spirits. So I said i dont see spirits. Then she said people must of misread my blog. So my day went well yesterday on april 12. The voices are alittle different now and today they are now convincing me that satan is god. This is the second time they are trying to convince me that satan is god. I guess they are back going to crazy. I had a dream last night and i was in kashechewan in my dream. It was a strange dream. I think the demons are the ones giving me dreams everyday. I dont know why but i keep getting dreams almost every night. Some weird, crazy, and strange dreams. The demons have the ability to give people dreams i learned. Because few months ago i had a dreams of the devil and few weeks ago i had a dream of the devil in human form. So On facebook i told someone a story about attawapiskat. They are into the supernatural. Oh and i think I spoke to the telepathic psychic in kashechewan through facebook. But she wouldnt tell me shes telepathic. She told me whats going on i answer her. She said shes been in kash for a long time. A long time she must of noticed the telepathic psychics. On the other hand it might be demons that might of tricked me but i doubt that because i spoke with a telepathic psychic face to face at the road of the river side of kash. But if shes been there for more then ten years then she must of noticed them. But kermy havent noticed them so i might be wrong. thats all i have to say now.
April 11 2011 first journal
Okay Now the voices are alittle bit different today and they sound even more convincing. They sound so close to where i am. Oh and i think they the demons have the ability to give thoughts like make us do things by our thoughts. Thats how they did the crimes in 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, and 2011. At first they sounded far and now they sound closer and normal now. Not like the crazy freaks telling me satan is god. They sound like they want to shoot well just one of them. They think im thinking about lucyann well thats just delusional thats all i have to say for now.
April 8 2011 first journal
I learned that alot of people in Attawapiskat are hearing voices. I guess they were chosen and I'm one of them. Now if they took a cat scan and the results are normal they they are probabably spirits. I know three people that hears voices too. They live in Attawapiskat. My mother said a three year old hears voices too. Now this is because of alot of evil in Attawapiskat. I'll start studying why the people hears voices. Now a dog was attack near the debeers trailers but the attacker couldnt be seeing. Could it be a wolf. The dog screamed at first the dog ran away bleeding. The voices I'm still hearing are still trying to convince me that satan is god. But nope he is not. They say my memory is being made up. Man these demons wont just shut up. Theys been scream for two months now saying satan is god. demons are such Ass lickers... They try to scare me to run out of town of Atawapiskat. And the morons says that tedd the demon will throw an asteroid to attawapiskat. Man demons would do anything to get a soul for lily. And Lily is ugly too thats for sure. Lily thinks theres a big cnady on the bed thats just delusional. So I got a delusional family kissing my ass. But its weird how I felt love when i heard liliths voice. Thats all i have to say for now.
April 7 2011 first journal
Voices are still trying to convince me satan is god but hes not. I don't believe what the demons says. Im planning to move out of attawapiskat next month and move to the city. I'll be living on my own but I'll have a place to stay. I'm living in Attawapiskat right now but next month i will leave or not. Not sure yet. I'm going to continue adding informations in my website. So the blog is still growing. ANd I think little kids are going into my blog, WTF? I had a little girl walking up to me telling me are you a demon? I answered her no but I am. Ive been getting alot of page previews so I'm guessing those are the kids. Now The voices are sometimes different. They sound more closer but only rarely. I'm going to added more informations about Attawapiskat and about whats going on. My eyes are still hurting and i dont like it. I'm afraid ill become blind. The voices are just delusional demons. They think im using my inactive powers. They think im well acting sick but im not. I'll talk about the voices i hear now. The voices are sometimes acting good and some are acting just stupit evil. They talk when I say something random. So All the voices are psychics. The other ones says I'm hearing aliens. Hopefully I dont become blind. Oh and it looks like something is stopping me from leaving Attawapiskat. The health centre worker dannis cant find a place for me to stay yet. It seems theres new problems. Now my eyes are feeling very weak so I might become blind if i dont get glasses which im trying to get but cant. I think satan is just acting very stupid trying to trick me. Satan really wants me to go to hell. The crazy ones telling me satan is god says they'll destroy attawapiskat using an asteroid. Huh crazy demons these days. I dont really take them seriously and i just ignore those losers. thats all I have to say for now.
April 6 2011 second journal
I made an appointment at friday this week. Im still hearing voices but theres a chance ill lose the voices. A healer that tried get rid of the voices try to get rid of the voices but lily was angry. I also believe that lily didnt whisper. So the healer joe I think was talking o the voices in his head. I know satan is evilbut he cant even hurt me. So im protected by angels and they wont let me get hurt. The demons are still trying to convince me satan is gvod but thats not true. I called satan a gay lord and a dick licker too. Another thing satan wants me to do is that reject god. So that he could protect me but hes lying. I never actually talk to satan for a long period of time. I havent hearded satan in a while now. Satan will try to get me to reject god. I got tricked at first then i realized it was a trick. thats all for now. just letting you readers whats going on.
April 6 2011 first journal
Now A healer trying getting rid of the voices and he just needs the medicine stuff. So maybe ill lose thevoices this week or next week or never until may or july. So I spoken with a medicine women that can communicate with the dead. I know it sounds crazy but I believe her. I learned afew things about the medicine stuff. I hearded lilys voices but her voice wasnt whispering when she said Me. I think the healer joe was talking to lily. I believed that joe could get rid of the voices.Thats all i have to say about this.
April 5 2011 first journal
Now satan is still trying to convince me that hes god. I called Lily ugly and I also called satan ugly freak shows. And it seems that they don't like being called ugly. I got a dream of lily and satan and they looked goood not ugly. But they are ugly really ugly i believe. I know satan is evil but i didnt he would give me a dream just to prove thats hes not ugly. Willl hes ugly. Demons are supposed to be ugly. I hurted Lilys feelings. So I read the bible yesterday satan was angry. Hes acting like my father funny guy :) Anyways i witen my book in my journal of what satan is doing. Things changed now. Now theres two raptures. I ask Talia if ill get raptured and she said yes. Does this means the rapture will occur in our life time? Not sure if ill get raptured in the first rapture or second rapture but she said ill get raptured. She using tarot cards to tell me my future. Psychics said I'll get rich but it will be stressful. Talia said the same thing. Now theres actually alot of psychics? Now people are seeing messages tht says 2013 and something else cant remembr. Could the anti christ be coming in 2013. They said there will be a solar storm or something involving the sun destrying our world. And guess what it happens in 2013. Now I believe satan is still trying to get me to go to hell. The voices are still saying that satan is good. But I just keep ignoring them but I saw something a few days ago. It looked like an alien. So it gave methe idea of what i saw as alittle kid. It was an alien i saw when i was alone in the hgouse. The yellowish brown being i saw that had big black eyes. It was an alien demon or something like that. Aliens are dad they are demons in te aliens bodies. So i saw an alien when i was alittle kid while me bing alone in the house. I think Ill get rapture in the first rapture because i told talia will i get rapture in the first rapture and she said yes. Now thats all for this one.
March 28 2011 first journal
Okay weird the demons I think has been taking over me. Since two days ago. First my brother hears me talking in my sleep saying "no no" then last night I woke up my mothers boyfriend saying what time is it. But Richard couldn't understand me. But I dont remember waking up my mothers boyfriend. So could it be the demon can take over me while I'm asleep? I think so. The weird thing is these voices I hear don't do it as much. But I think they are starting to take over me now. They could kill people. They could cause crimes while I'm asleep. I think they are going to plan to do something bad. And I'll be the one to be blamed. Man this is very weird how these supernatural things occur. Shifters framed me, demons taking control of me. Boy I guess this shows you not to mess with the supernatural. Things just got even weirder. I mean rich people wanting my help. Those rich people are all 24 years old, they all live in Africa and they don't know those other people in need of help that is 24 years old. Yesterday I ask an angel to give me a sign through music. I got it I think. The singer said "you may be protected by angels" so I'm being protected but the demons are still controlling me. Kind of think of it I don't think they the demons won't hurt anyone because the angels won't let that happen. And I think it's the angels that brought those five Africans that are rich together. So I'm investigating what's happening now. Oh yeah I never talk to my self in my sleep. What just happened is new to me. So I think the demons are messing with me now. I guess they do this because I kept calling them ugly and dick lickers And losers. Hehehe funny demons but they have to go they could kill people using my body.
March 21 2011 first journal
Now the voices are still telling me Satan is god. It seems that I'm alittle bit of psychic. Yesterday I was talking to my soul to change the curse I have and I had two minyites left of talking to my soul. I knew it was two minutes left with out looking at the time. So I'm only alittle bit of psychic or my ability is just inactive. I mean my psychic ability is inactive. But I was told by Talia that I have inactive powers. Could she be telling the truth? There's evidence I have powers. Another tarot card reader said I have inactive powers. So I decided to do something here. Try tochange my inactive powers active. And that's talking to my soul. If you talk to your soul you can change anything. Like this you say your good at drawing even though you are not. Then you talk to your soul every day about you saying your a good drawer then you'll be good at drawing. A medicine woman told me about talking to your soul. I thought the medicine women would heal me but she told me that I could change anything. And I mean anything I want. That's all I have to say for now.
March 20 2011 first journal
Now it's Been a very weird month for me. I try communicating with the shapeshifter telepathically. The two shapeshifters are telepathic. When I try talking to them telepathically I was framed by them. I'm guessing they want me to leave them alone. But when I got framed I found out and told them I would frame them back. But at the first day I was moving to the severed trailers room 17 east side I hearded the shifter said" were monsters" so they the shifters aren't human. There are more then one shape shifter. I pissed off one of them. They have supernatural powers too. After a fewdays I saw someone I never saw before his eyes didnt look human. It looked different. I had to post this because I've discovered that there are more then one shape shifter. Maybe there are more shape shifters. But they aren't human they are monsters. I was framed by them just this week in march 2011.
March 8 2011 first journal
I realized today that I was always in danger every since I was demonized. The curse is getting worser. More dogs will bark at me. I'm at risk getting bitten. Or attacked. I'm moving to a city soon this month. If I go to a zoo animals will freak out. If a bull breaks free and it sees me I'll be attacked. Because I have red eyes. The bull will see the red eyes. If I do t get rid of the curse it will get worse. People are seeing my eyes with out the camera. I know having red eyes is cool but I'm in danger. Animals will attack me. If I encounter with a wolf the wolf will kill me because it senses evil. If I encounter with a bear the bear will attack me. It's getting worse. I'm going to tradition medicine on Sunday to get rid of the curse. I have to I'm in danger. The curse will kill me and make my problems worse. So I'm losing the red eyes this month. Hopefully the curse will be gone and my life will return back to normal. No more my hands will burn alittle touching holy water. No more getting bark at dogs. No more evil. I will never demonize my self again. I'll never do satanist. I know what it's like to be a demon. And you'll get alot of things happening to you if you demonize your self. So I'm losing the curse and on my way to working toward the light like Janie told me. Oh and I saw alittle kid standing in my house but disappeared. Happened yesterday. So my life will return back to normal. But I'll also have to lose the voices and the evil is all I have now if I get rid of the voices which are demons. So everything will return to normal. I guess this means I'll be done writing about the voices and demon eyes and my experienced as a demon :).
March 6 2011 first journal
Now the virus isn't real. They are all demons I figured out. They do this just to get me to turn away from god. They try to get me to turn away from god. They said to me Satan is god. But it's not true. I spoke with a tarot card reader today. She said I had inactive powers and there's seems to be prove for it. I had a dream yesterday morning. It was all darkness. I prayed to god on the march 4 2011 to give me a sign. I got the sign. Itwas all darkness. I ask god if I'm going to become blind. But it wasn't god that gave me the dream it was the devil predenting to be god. I also wondered about somethings. I ask questions to talia. She told me that I'll become rich in the city I'll be moving in this month. So I'll probably won't be posting that much. If I can't find a computer in the city I won't be able to communicate or post in my blog. The voices I hear are all demons. I thought they were psychics but I was wrong. So they are all demons. I am learning alot about becoming a medicine man which I will become soon. I know a few things about praying with Tabacco. I've been getting dreams alot almost every day. Now I saw my self few days ago but I believe it was a demon disguised as me hopefully. I was wondering if it's really me. Could Satan actually got me? I saw a demon that disappeared before a second even past. Hopefully I don't become blind. A dog bark at me days ago the dog looked scared. The reason why dogs bark at me is because they sense the evil in me. I accidentally demonized my self now dogs are barking at me. Talia told me that they sensed the evil in me. That's all for this one.
March 5 2011 first journal
I got an email on feb 26 2011 from Janie. She said the dream she had was a sign ifthe evil in my house. On the feb 27 2011 the demon communicated with me through my visions in her human form. I had a feeling it was lucyanne but it's not her. On the feb 28 2011 I saw a big spider on my hand but disappeared after I looked at it. I know it was the evil ones that made that happened. March 3 2011 I asked a question to god then I had a dream about something. It was a dream about something. The angel said what did I told you before? I ask god if I'm going to hell or not. So the message was "Satan can't get me". When he said what did I Told before?
On march 4 2011 I hearded liliths voices but I felt love. I was making fun of lily. She was crying. Satan was pissed and Lilith. The voice I hearded sounded good. Beautiful voice. I'll be working on my blog rarely now because my eyes are hurting. That's it for this. Oh yeah the satanist may be lying. That's all.
February 25 2011 first journal
Something happened to me last night or this morning. When I was sleeping o herded someone say"your days are over" I ask to move out of town and I am moving out of town to a city in less then two weeks. Is a demon gonna kill me in a plane? It was an angel saidthe satanist which are hungryless, and tireless. Will a evil spirit kill me? If I do then heaven or hell here I come! Will I told Dannie I want to move out of town and I succeeded. But that day night I mean a demon or angel said"your days are over" I unblessed my self today on feb 25 2011. I unblessed my self in the room but I'm taking the holy bread on Sunday. Now that's all I wanted to say about that I can't use my eyes long because my eyes are hurting. And there's something wrong with my eyes. That's all for now. Illness posting on march first 2011 again.
February 23 2011 third journal
Hm i learned something new about Satan. When he lies he lies perfectly. He tells people what they want to hear. And guess what well I'm always right. So they are all demons. The psychics, satanist, and all the other voices I hear. They are all demons but there's some proves that there's only a few psychics most voices I hear are demons. I try talking to lucyanne if it's really her but she didn't answer back. They are all demons but there were prove that some are really real life psychics. But they said my memories were made up and erased. They said that just to confuse me. They the satanist sounds like brothers and sister but they are not. They only told me what I wanted to hear and I hearded it. So the asteroid is not real. Ted is not Ted but Satan. A demon. Janie said I have the ability to communicate with spirits and she was right. I'm communicating with spirits. So I'm not going to die which is good. They only did this so I'll be scared. But what about me touching the holy water that burned my hands alittle? The cross I touch? Am I becoming a demonized person? I think so and it's getting worse but I do t want to lose this demonization I want to know what it feels like being demonized. I don't think I can't lose this thing being a demon. Getting blessed won't work. Exorcism? That would just take me out probably I mean I'm a demon now. But is Satan really going to see me physically? For his daughter. Will he try to lie to me again. So there's no memories being made up no memories being erased. They are just all demons playing a trick on me just to make a fool out of me. Man I should really be careful now. They had me convinced that they are psychics telepathic humans. But they were just demons. But wait powers? Did they knew I have powers because a tarot card reader said I have powers that are completely dormant. Could they be telling the truth about the virus too? What they told me is unbelievable but could they be telling the truth. I've been trying to get out of town if attawapiskat but things keeps stopping me. Could the angels be stopping me? Could they be trying to help attawapiskat? If I do have special abilities I will go back to attawapiskat to help them. Is this why the demons try to get me to turn away from god? Now I have alot of questions what the demons told me that might be true. They didn't lied about the virus. Their memories was erased? Yeah right it's a trick. They only did this to scare me and confuse me. That's all for now.
February 23 2011 second journal
Nowi just realized this has to be a trick but I'm a demon and i have a virus I think. I'm becoming more demonized then ever. I guess this is what it feels like being a demon. I'm not a normal person I'm demonized. I'm sure my classmates believes me since they are the witnesses to seeing my eyes right guys? I'm talking to myclass mates. The psychics saw Satan through the demons in disguise but Satan was pissed when ugly blessed lol. Satan is closing in. Oh it doesn't matter if you pray for me your memories will be made up which explains why your prayers haven't worked Janie and Joshua seidl. Believe it or not medicine people you can't protect me you can't help me. The psychics memories are always erasing and being made up. Satan is really closing in. He's getting to me and I decided to hide in a city but there's a really good chance I'll be encountering with Satan. Satan will tell me that he's my father. Um I should take a picture of him :) if possible if I do ever meet him as prove Satan exist. Scary but worth it if he does ever cone for me and tries to talk to me telling me I'm the son of Satan lol. But it's a trick he's evil I'm not the son of Satan and he'll come for me because of his daughter lily. I tested lily and guess what she's eviiil. I don't know what's happening to me but I'm liking it. Sun got even brighter which means the virus and me becoming a demon at the same time. So prayers don't matter it won't work on me if you trying praying for me medicine people it can't work. Why? Because your memories will be made up. But Satan won't kill me because if he does I'm going to heaven then the dauther can't get me in hell. He'll never kill me unless I'm going to hell then he'll kill me. The weird thing is that Satan is acting like my father lol. He wants me to be with him and he even said see you soon son in the music which it wasn't apart of the song. So I got everything under control Satan can't harm me he can't kill me :) hehehe I got Satan trap he can't do anything to me.
February 23 2011 first journal
Something Happened at the church preparation when I was there. Something happened to me. First my eyes started hurting and were tired. Then my heart started feeling different. I was feeling just alittle pain in my back and my heart. So after we went at the back to confess our sins and we did. So later after the priest started blessing me I left before he even finished blessing me. I didn't want to get blessed because I realized I was demonized and didn't wanted to get blessed. It was the church that was hurting my eyes too. But they said the virus would start soon. Things seems to get worse now. The last time I was at church my heart didn't felt different. My heart felt okay. But yesterday feb 22 my heart felt different. I an Planning to go again to see what happens. If my heart feels different again then that means I'm almost fully demonized. Im a demon. This is why I have red eyes in the cameras. But my red eyes can't be taken picture of or recorded. I read the bible made my eyes worse. I don't know how I became a demon but I think I was born a demon not sure though. The satanist said I was born a demon. When I was alittle kid I never went to church never touch the blessed objects but now I touch holy water it burns my hands alittle. So I'm going to church again to see what it will feel like again. Hopefully I didn't get blessed yet. That's all I have to say.
February 22 2011 second journal
Now the non satanist says that I'll encounter with Satan in the city ill be moving in if I do ever move to a city. The problem is if Ted the satanist is telling the truth then jahovah will kill me. But the other Ted the non satanist says I'm not going to die. The thing is there's only one Ted and the evil one is in disguise as ted but which one is the evil? In order to prevent my death in the plane I have to reject Jesus Christ in order for Satan to protect me. But if I do that will Satan kill me? Ted the non satanist said I'll get killed by Satan in the plane if I reject Satan. If Ted the satanist is real he'll destroy attawapiskat if I don't leave or if ileave he'll destroy attawapiskat because he can't stand the pain that god is causing him he says. But is Ted the satanist telling the truth? I don't know. My memory was made up the whole time so I don't know what happened. But I touched the holy water and it burned my hand alittle. Just alittle. So am I really a demon? I would have to find out what happens when I start moving to the city. Ohyeah before you start getting scared lol I don't believe the satanist will destroy attawapiskat because these are just voices I'm hearing. I know they are real and they keep lying to me but they seem to be telling the truth about the virus so ted the non satanist said attawapiskat won't be destroyed and I believe that one too.
February 22 2011 first journal
It seems that the voices I hear which are psychics are demons that never sleeps. Butthey say my memory was made up. And now I don't believe what they all say. I now believe they are all demons lying to me. They said I have supernatural powers but it was a lie it has to be. The satanist says they are lying were telling the truth. Is my memory made up? What about the holy water I touch? The bible I touch? The cross I touch? They said jahovah god will throw me to the lake of fire because I'm a demonized person. The crazy thing is they say I'm the son of Satan and I'm not the only one. The satanist are also daughters and sons of the devil. If I go on a plane jahovah will kill me the satanist said. If I stay Ted the god will kill me. If I run the wolves will eat me. I go in a car the wolves will attack the car and kill me. The thing is it never came true yet so the voices are just lying to me. I'm already prayed for but did they really prayed for me? Or did their memories was made up? Janie my Facebook friend said shell pray for me but her memory will be made up like the other psychics if they are real life psychics. What I believe is that Satan could make up or erase memories but they the satanist said it was god erasing memories not Satan the good guy they say. So I decided to give the investigators to investigate what happened in my life iif I die. They'll know what happened what occurred. Theylldecided who killed me god or Satan. I'm putting this stuff in because I want the people to know what happen if I get killed. But wait Satan is waiting for me? If jahovah wants to kill me why does he do it now? Satan or god is evil but not sure who will kill me. I'm a special being the tarot card reader said and there's evidence that Satan might be the good guy and there's evidence that Satan is telling the truth. It's possible that I'm a demon and the son. But it was tarot card reading which is satanic so I don't know what to believe yet. That's all I have to say. Oh and the satanist got me convinced that they are telling the truth aboutthe virus. The satanist I never met physically are saying a virus will start. That's all I have to say
February 21 2011
Now something weird happened yesterday the sun light seems brighter. They the satanist which are demons said it was the cause of a virus. I now believe their side. Not habits, not my mother or the non satanist. Or even father vezina. I can't trust what they say about the virus. I wanted to get blessed by father vein but what if the satanist are the good guys? Yeah I know satanist are evil but have you read joy of Satan. Now not sure whos who but Jonah sutherland I think your classmates knows about my red eyes lol. This makes me the son of Satan the satanist says. Oh yeah the satanist are brothers and sisters too. Si broke my laptop because I got angry and broke my light too lol. So I'm planning to leave. Oh if o can't leave because of the angels their probably evil since they won't let me leave. They just keep giving me new problems to make me stay In attawapiskat. Face it if the satanist are telling the truth then the angels are evil. If I try to leave they'll just say you need to take your medication and needle injections. Oh wait the morons don't know the ones giving me the injections are evil and making the virus active. So if I'm forced to get blessed I'll fight back hope you get that Janie. The religious people cant be trusted they might be the evil ones. For some reason I keep blacking out the psychics with my supernatural ability lol the psychic I kept blacking out disappears which means they are demons or in this bizarre case angels. Now I'm not sure who's the good guys but the sagamores are good they said. Not sure if they are lying to me about angels being evil and every thing But there's evidence I'm a demon. Fight for you life said Janie go to the light says Janie and I am choosing to go to the light well if I figure out which one Is the light Satan or god. Something is really weird is happening to me something involving the virus. So I'm running out of time I need to choose a side between angels and demons. But I'm starting to want to be with the good guys but not sites who's the good guy yet. Ever since these satanist came I hear about Jesus and going to the light alot. If I choose Satan he'll heal me from the virus and save the world if I choose god the world will come to the end. So I don't know who's the good guy. Oh yeah they the psychics says I have supernatural powers which is why I believe they are all demons. But not so sure about that though because theyve proved they are really live human paychics. That's it.
Added information on feb 21 2011
Now I don't really believe I have supernatural powers. Not sure if I'm possessed by a demon which would explain my supernatural abilities that seems to work on psychics only. But the only reason why I believe that the related psychics that are with my dad don't see me having supernatural powers is because their memories were erased. I don't really talk about my abilities in my journals because I just don't talk about it. The psychics once again proved that it's them and not demons. They claim that I have supernatural powers but their memories were probably just made up as always. It's possible the only reason why I have supernatural powers is because of demons or me being demonized. Oh if I died then I was killed by demons. I would go on the plane sooner or later then that's when they will kill probably. They the satanist wants me to get out of town so they can destroy the town full of evil. The only thing standing in my way is problems as if the angels are stopping me from leaving the community. They could be protecting me from the demons that is trying to kill me or on the other hand the angels wants me dead. There's proves that I'm a demon and I know this sounds crazy but I'm just being honest here. But why would Satan want to heal me? Just to stop the virus? It seems that Satan might be the good guy or maybe this is a trick to join Satan and the others. Satan is not a bad guy they say Satan is the good guy the satanist says. They told me that. Satan is god the satanist says. Could they be telling the truth? I don't know me. Satan gave me the supernatural powers said Joshua. But I believe they are demons lying to me. That's it for now.
Added information on feb 21 2011
Its a trick it has to be because they are all demons trying to turn me away from god. They made it look like angels stopping me but it was them. They are trying to scare me to leaving attawapiskat but still I will to see what happens. It was a trick they are all demons trying to convince Satan is god but he's not. They've lied to me and now theyre telling me my memory was made up. I don't have supernatural powers I can't I'm a human well demon mow. It's them faking it. Trying to make me think god is evil so they can kill me. Yesterday I saw lava orange while I was trying to sleep it was a vision I'm becoming psychic but not really psychic I just get random visions. So that's it for this one.
February 20 2011
It looks like that the satanist are lying so are the psychics maybe its because they are all demons. But that me being a demon was proven but dont trust it because memories are being made up the psychis are saying. My memory was madde up couple says ago. it also seems ever since things got worse ive been getting alot of videos of religion stuff and emails of going to the light. It seems that im enjoying being in the shadows too not evil just like a shadow. i want to go to the sun light but i just dont feel like it. Could this be the cause of a virus or am i just a demon? I didnt noticed the changes until i was told about it and im very serious about this something is happening to me and i dont know who to believe. It seems that the satanist are telling the truth about me being a demon could they be telling the truth about the virus? I already told the medicine woman about it and my skin feels different touching the bless stuff. I talked about this to the psychics but lol their memories kept erasing but i believe they are demons trying to trick me still. But if they are really psychics then their memory has been erased alot. I know what im saying is unbelieveable and yet this could be satans true power being able to erase memories. For some reason my memories werent erased by satan if its him doing it. But what the satanist told me is when they tried calling the police they kept getting busy line they said it was satan giving them busyline. So thats all i have to say for now. If i added another journal post its below this one. But only if i post it on the same day if next day i post it then its above.
added information on the 20 2011 february
Im going to try and leave attawapiskat ill do anything to leave attawapiskat. Im starting to think that its the angels stopping me from leaving something is stopping me from leaving attawapiskat. i ask and a problem comes in. i ask i want to leave attawapiskat and i have a new problem. Why is there a problem every time i try to leave? angels? now their involve wtf? first demons, psychics, satanists, and now angels. Could it be that the angels are protecting me or are they stopping me from leaving the community of attawapiskat? Ive been wondering but to make sure if something is stopping me from leaving attawapiskat ill try to leave town in anyway i can. Theres more proves that im a demon. I look at a bible page it hurts my eyes, i touch the holy water and bible my skin feels different. Holy water burns my hands, i hear a religion song my hears feels different. The satanist said that im becoming fully demonized now. thats all i have to say.
February 19 2011
Something wierd is going on here ive been trying to leave town of attawapiskat but i just cant. I ask my nextdoor to take me to kash yesterday on 18 feb, then i try calling dannis and he wasnt working. i wanted hm to drive me to kashechewan then today on the 19 the winter road is close. it seems that something is stopping me here wierd. I guess i have to wait until it opens but another thing is the human ted said that the satanist ted is satan and the asteroid is real. He try telling us before but our memories kept erasing ted the human said. I try a few test i said hurtful things to god then he was about to throw the asteroid to attawapiskat then when i repented he stopped they said the psychics. The medicine woman told me that its just evil spirits but shes wrong i saw these psychics the first time i hearded them but now i just cant see them as if they are invisible. But if im wrong what i say or if it never happened before then its probably my memory was made up by the evil ones. It might be the devil that can made up my memory of whats going on or something else making up my memory. The psychics memories keeps erasing. But i dont know if these psychics are psychics iits possible that these aare demons trying to play a trick on me but i just dont know. Still no sign of the devil and i know why i think. If you look at your ipod touch map type in attawaiskat and you should see a cross near the back rpod of the airport run way but thats not it if you know attawapiskat look at the graveyard area and the devils playground area if you connect the lines where the cross is, the graveyard and the devils playground it makes a triangle. But it makes a star a pentagram if you just make a star by visualizing. thats why satan cant enter physically or i could be wrong because satan try making contact with me last year after i read about joy of satan oh and i might of let him into my heart which is why he try communicating with me before near the bank closest to the graveyard. in case if you havent noticed on the map you see the triangle pointing north which is why i believe its a pentagram. Yeah i know its a triangle but if you look at the airport runway it forms a start just look at it but on the other side of the run way it doesnt stops there it stops at the back road of the airport run way. So you see thats why satan cant hurt people or demons cant hurt people but on the other hands could they be the good ones? Not sure but they havent hurted me or haunted anyone. They never interact with them only sometimes. they the demons leaves the living be. But it might just be the pentagram protecting us from demon. Demons and other spirits are trap in the pentagram if its a pentagram. thats it for this.
Added information on feb 19 2011
I know things im saying are crazy and I know what i heard and i still cant figure out whos telling the truth yet. But i have a feeling they the humans are telling the truth. Oh i think the angels are stopping me from leaving attawapiskat just to protect me of whats going on. I have dreams alot me and i dream almost seven times aweek. i dont know what my dreams means but i know some are very wierd dreams some are random dreams. The wierd thing is some or most of my dreams are visions. The reason why my memory cant erase is because im getting stronger and stronger the satanist said yesterday in the 18 feb. i think theres a psychic watching my blog lol not any psychics just like real life psychics. At first i was scared but now im not but it was shocking what the satanist is going to do which i find kind of wierd. i mean a invisible soundless asteroid? oh yeah i keep getting images in my head sometimes. My memoey was made up yesterday morning when i was half asleep. The wierd thing about the satansit is that they are demons good ones trying to save me. I touch the bottle of holy water and my fingers started hurting which is why i dont know what to believe yet. Now while i was trying to sleep at night i saw my eyes vision red. Like the darkness turn red in my eyes. But not sure if it was the evil ones. But ill believe the satanist if my eyes turn red lol because of a virus. Crazy stuff they are telling me and things got even crazier and wierder. if the satanist are telling the truth then the virus is real but it could easily be stopped but supernatural healing. I am still studying what they are doing, whats going on, and whats the differances between humans and supernatural beings. I try using the christian prayers and stuff like that to get rid of the voices but they just dont work on real satanist or demons in that case. i saw my self in the mirror few days ago and i saw my eyes all bloody red even the white parts of my eyes. What the satanists are predicting is a new virus but i find that hard to believe but it might be really true 2012 is coming close and the satanist of joy of satan believes the anti christ will come on 2012 december 21. I know its a hoax but satanist believes that. Now thats all for this one.
February 18 2011
something happen yesterday and this is what happened. i was standing on the stairs of my house there were two people talking and one of them were barked at then I said 'your the shape shifter' in my head then both of them just looked at me then one left and another one left the other direction. So one of them were walking by near my stairs then he said 'Its me' he sounded like tedd it was ted said the satanists. Another wierd thing happened when i woke up my mother came into my house and with bags and i hearded my sister jade and my mother and there were light in my room like day light then everything just changed my mother was not in the house my sister was asleep and my room was dark its like it never happened. The wierd thing is my memory is made up and lol i have to ability to make up what those psychics see which explains why they saw me with superntaural powers i made up their memory but seems to only work on psychics telepathics. Jos the satanist said the police came but they didnt came they said my memory was made up again. could they be telling the truth or is this another trick they are doing. Another thing that occurred yesterday on the 17 feb that these psychics kept repeating the same thing their memory was erased. Its possible that this is satans trick to make up memory. Ted is getting mad the satanist and hes really pissed. So if i join satanism what would happen? easy well i become a god they said the satanist but i dont trust them at all not yet. Not the evil satanism the good one where you dont suffer in hell instead you go to hell in a good place not evil they said. Im just writing what im being told and it seems that im always right which is because i am psychic i guess or not dont know. But i got a tarot card reader saying that i have hidden psychic abilities and im starting to believe that im a special being because the tarot card reader told me that. But the cards are satanic so i dont know what to believe. In every tarot card reading i requested they said i was special, wealthness, loveness, happiness. But the wierd thing is that my guardian angels contacted me with good news said spiritnow. which is kind of wierd because im talking to satansit and i believe the angels are tryin g to warn me about them but the satanist said it was fake they the psychics of spiritnow are fakes. another wierd thing that happened yesterday was the songs but I'll never talk about it. thats it for now.
added information on the 18 february 2011
believe that i am wrong now that these satanist are just evil demons trying to get me arrested. Ted the human predictions were always right. This was a trick that they played on me its a trick. My eyes are just playing tricks on me by the demons. But it seems that they might be telling the truth about the virus. 2012 is coming close and yeah i know its a fake but wait satanist believes that the anti christ is coming to our world at 2012 december 21. Im still feeling different but things are getting better now because of the satanist that prayed for me lol becuase i believe it was the satanist because ever since he prayed for me things start to get better now. But why did the prayer work and not the medicine prayer? I believe that theres something going on here. So the demons could actualy be telling the truth about the virus that can mutant people. but the wierd thing is when i look out side my house window in the dark in my room my eyes are almost blinded by the light. To tell you the truth well they the satanist are just demons but there might be prove the virus will happen. We'll just have to wait until the virus starts in May 2011. Not sure whos telling the truth though ted the human says they are lying the satanists says its going to happen. thats it for this one.
February 18 2011 added information again.
Im losing it and getting angry at whats going on. Im starting to want to leave town of attawapiskat and just get arrested but theres a good chance ill suffer in prison because i cant swallow and they would tease me too. I just want it to be over and just go to kashechewan and get arrested but theres a good chance i will go on a plane tedd the human said ill die in the plane but ted the satanist said satan will get me out of prison. But i just dont know what to believe anymore and just want it to be over now. So im going to kashechewan for one day and i just want to know the truth now. I dont want to die but i just dont care anymore. Satan said he'll save me from hell if i turn to him but ted the human is saying that ill sufffer if i turn to him. I just want it to be over now i cant take it anymore now. So im just going to let them kill me if they are evil hopefully i go to heaven and not hell. i saw my self in hell but it was god that made up my memory they said. But the wierd thing i saw in my dream was making the deal with the devil but the devil was to frame ted the god so i dont know what to believe the future changed i guess. So thats all i have to say.
february 17 2011
Could it be that the ones that took the form the satansit are shape shifters? and not spirits. So i don't know what to think but I'm not sure if they are telling the truth the satanist. I'm leaving today to kashechewan. The picture that looks like me ted said it was a demon playing a trick on all of us psychics. It seems that im becoming psychic alittle bit because of the insects under my skin and in my head they said the satanist. Im reaching the god head they said. i dont want to believe this yet until ted destroys attawapiskat. I think the shape shifter works for satan or god. im still trying to figure out whats going on here. so i decided to leave attawapiskat for one day and see what happens. Tedd the human might be a shape shifter too. Theres more then one shape shifte i believe because of the dogs that were watching me between the arena and school portables. Im becoming more psychic like having feelings. My sis watching watching american dad and it was about christmas and i had a feeling it was christmas in that show. i saw lis three times yesterday on 16 feb 2011. She was in harveys closet. And lol above the table but she was very small, and i saw her walking. i saw a ghost or demon near where the psychics were he was a adult size he was wearing all black looks like ted i think. I saw the same thing but he was following me because i kept seeing him everyway. I didnt see them like ten seconds i saw them like less than a second then disappeared. I saw that guy dresssed all in black three or four times then disppeared. Could it be that a demon is trying to trick me to leaving attawapiskat to put me in prison? they enjoy doing that lol. I learning something here not to mess with the supernatural o you'll get it. Like messing with demons ghosts are fine though but demons nope. You can't get rid of demons using holy water you'll just make them mad. Now my grandmother or grandfather won bingo on febraury 17 2011. i aska satanist to pray for me a silly prayer lol and it was winning bingo. It seems that the prayer works for me the satanic one but Ill try the medicine prayer to see the differances. Im getting even sicker and things just got wierder and i mean really wierd. My nials changing, my eyes shining in the mirror, dogs barking at me because they sense the virus or negative energy in me, me becoming a demons fully demonized, sickness, summoning satan(trying) alot of medicine people praying for me lol, satan watching me over i think, and many more things. Im becoming a adult and thats why im fully becoming demonized. i went in the website of joy of satan and let him into my heart and now im becoming demonized and theres no turning back now turning back to human its too late i dont know how it works though. A satanist prayed for me he prayed for satan to watch me over. Oh yeah now all the satansit said they are gods too wierd they didnt say that before but i think my memory was made up wierd. i have to see what happens to attawapiskat. The other human psychics are saying the picture of satan looks like me lol from the joy of satan picture. there is a drawing of satan and thats what he looks like if you go to my blog oh yeah if you let in satan into your heart you'll become a demon lol I think though. but your relateds, friends wont see the red eyes because im one of the few thats has the red eyes. Im going to go to kash today maybe at 4pm. So thats all i have to say. Oh yeah if i add informations of my journal it will be below thsi journal.
added information on the 17 february 2011
alright these demons are lying to me because first they tell me im the son of satan now the humans says im a shape shufter? they are all crazy demons trying to make people think im crazy but i'll keeep posting on my journal what they say. These demons are lying to me. Okay lets see satanist says god is making up my memory, they keep changing the story, they are gods, an asteroid hits attawapiskat now lets see the humans. they see me as satans son, tedd the human says im a shape shifter which would explain why i can trick psychics lol, the see me as a supernatural being too? okay they are all demons lying to me and they are fucken crazy lol. I made a choice not to believe what they say because we live in reality and they always dont make sense. im guessing they are just trying to make me think im crazy. But i think im becoming psychic and im seeing things. I believe its a demon messing with me well i mean demons huh. thats all.
added information on feb 17 2011
Now im sure that satanist are evil and demons. It was a trick to get my soul again lol. i ask my sister samatha to help me with something. The picture was about satan and i and she saw my picture and satans picture and she said we didnt look the same. Could it be that my eyes are playing tricks on me by demons? ted the human predictions were always right not the ted satanist. So im sure now that the satanist are demons but the wierd thing is a guy was walking by my house and he whisper 'it me' and he sounded like ted the god and human. So you see but ted said my family isnt my family they are evil and lying to me. But i dont believe that. They kept changing the story the satanist. they said they kept telling me this stuff for years. they said god made up my memory. But wait whats happening to me? a virus? Ever since january 2011 things change i started getting sicker and i read a virus was released and it was no big deal. i think they are lying to me though. But i herded satan said 'see you soon son' through a music. Im discovering that the truth is told now but i still dont know what to believe because they said the satanist said god made up my memory. they all said the police was coming from kashechewan and im still waiting. They the satanist said go in johns car to go to kash but they said my mother was evil but I dont believe that. Although i did lose my memory at the age of six lol but i think it has nothing to do with satanist or god the guy upstairs in heaven. my eyes are getting worse now. Now they said that i was mutating slowly and i mean very slowly my nails look different and are they telling me lies? Are they demons? well thats all i have to say need to study them somemore.
February 16 2011
My day was kind of wierd and i learned ehy joshua couldnt repent because hes a satanist he told me but i believe that hes just a demon. So is ted a satanist and a demon. It seems that they are all satansit the ones warning me about the asteroid. I hearded my song said 'see you soon son' and it wasnt apart of the music. I tried summoning satan again but he didnt came but he said see you soon. Tedd is the son of satan he said which explains that hes a god. the non satanist psychics are telling me they are lying. Ted is not the anti christ hes just a son. He can contact satan and i guess this is what he meant by god. Could it be true joy of satan is telling the truth. Now this makes me fear that hes real and a god. They arent evil satanist they are good and they are saying satan is god. Its been a amazing week for me now. So ill see satan soon later in the future. Ted said ill gop to hell even if i repented because im the son. But i dont really believe it. He said i'll be saved. Oh and every time i pray it hurts teds head. His head hurts and its because of jahovah he says. Now ted told me his full name ted edwards if he says hes not a satanist hes probably telling the truth because im hearing demons. im revealing their full names because i want people to tell me the truth of whats going on. But it seems that they the satansit changed everything they said. Thats why i believe they are demons and not good. the demons are trying to trick me i think. But I'll meet satan now no turning back already summoned him and hes gonna see me soon this way ill know the truth oh and im getting the heck of of attawapiskat going to kash for one day but theres a good chance the police there will arrest me because they are psychics. so if i stop posting then i got arrest. the police will be trick by the evil like the rest of the psychics getting tricked. So theres a good chance ill meet satan in the prison, kashechewan, attawapiskat, or if im alone. the reason why im leaving is because i want to know the truth of whats going on now. Janie said they are lying and just trying to get me back and i spoke to her about that. She said father vezina will get me blesssed which got me scared alittle. If ted is telling the truth then i suffer in the evil hell because i got blessed. if i dont get blessed i wont suffer its what joshua said. i touched the holy water and and made a cross in my forehead and it felt like there was something wierd in my head. It seems that what they are saying is real and theres more prove of it but i cant prove it to you guys. So im not gonna get blessed just to stay on the safe side. The medicine women and man prays for me and things are still getting worse i even believe in the light. I pray they dont go away even if i meant it mean it. They the satanist said my prayers weret hearded by god but satan can hear me. But i think they are jut demons because they said that when the world is in peace and no evil then they the god in heaven would put my blog in the bible lol. But now they say that it was god the heavenly one that made up my memory. Just read the joy of satan and see for you self and what they say about satan. But if you join satan dont take the communion you'll butr dont join him i think they are lying the creator of the website. She copied most of the informations using a book. Now i believe whats going on is a great trick on me. Wow they weren't kidding about demons doing everything in there power to get you to go to hell. Anyways ill test something here ill one die or two discover the truth or three go to prison. Hopefully i wont go to prison. i got prayers praying for me and a satanist praying for me too in a good way. i spoke with a satanist on emails he pary to satan to watch me over and things getting better. if that happens unlike the medicine prayers then ted the god is probably telling the truth. So if i stop posting that means i got arrested. But one of the prayers are probably going to protect me from going to prison. Thats it for this one.
Added information of my journal in 16 2011
Now i decided to do this this way. Now i took the injections for my problems and things are still the same. Im maybe heading to kashechewan to meet satan but on the 17 Feb 2011. i went to the hospital and this doctor gave me the injection joshua said shes a satanist a evil one that listens to the evil ones. Lily gave her away she the doc said what/ very quitly. lily cant read thoughts only hear people through their ears just like the devil the evil one. It seems that dogs are always barking at me because of the virus they senses. There is something going to happen and one of the unbelieveable thing is well meeting satan but if ted is really telling the truth the god satan wont kill me or hurt me but he'll show me the truth. But even though if hes evil he cant hurt me because im prayed for by the medicine man and women. I learned why the psychics that called the police kept getting busy line because of satan. Ted the human says ill die in the plane and i get arrested which doesnt make sense because the psychics that are calling the police on me keeps getting busy lines. There is something going on and both looks like they aare lying to me. Joshua said he has supernatural powers too and joshua hearded satans voice. I am learning what these demons means. I believe that these demons are trying to do something here. But they never really hurt me and tedd wont destroy the community because of me. He wants to destroy the community but he cant because of me. I still dont believe what they say the satanist that are talking to me. But I only believe one satanist that talks to me through the email. And lol joshua said hes the shape shifter but i dont believe that but the wierd thing is i got the feeling it was him the shapeshifter months ago. oh and the reason why i havent been arrested by police in attawapiskat because joshua said it was satan the good one he says. But Its almost time to know the truth and almost time to meet satan. thats all I have to say for now.
added information on the february 16 2011
It seems that ted is telling me the truth but will he destroy attawapiskat if i leave? i found a picture in joy of satan and it was a picture of satan. I looked at my picture in my blog and noticed we looked the same. Could satan be good? im serious about this im not crazy or anything im not lying. i think these are all demons trying to trick me. I guess theres only one way to find out and thats leaving town to go to kashechewan and see if ted will destroy the community of attawapiskat. i try summoning the devil again and still no sign of him.My nails are growing fat slowly. I dont know why ted wants to stop the anti christ =from coming in this world but he said to stop people from dying. If the virus spreads in me then i die then the anti christ comes and kiklls all the mutants. Im leaving attawapiskat to kashechewan. And it seems that theres more prove that satan is my father but i think this is a trick but ill leave to see what happens. I told the satanists that ill come back for them when the asteroid hits if the asteroid hits. They are at the treatment centre the old one. The reason why ted is destroying the town is because of the evil there alot of evil. Im widnessing the something there. Im seeing liz the evil one daughter. im starting to believe what ted is saying the god. Joshua or ted the non satanist are saying im doing that and he means the pictures and they sound serious. i got a girl thast crying saying 'im not lying' ill get arrested in kashechewan but lol satan will get me out by paying for me. Thats what ted said. I saw some thing in kash. Tedd said hes a god in kashechewan the first time i met him. Then he did something for me that made me realized hes a god today. Ted reached the godhead and no hes the immortal. i think the evil wants me dead because of me. Im still investigating them and nothing seems right with them they keep changing the story and the other ones too. Ted said god the heavenly one erased my memory and made up new ones. But i still dont believe it so im going to leave town of attawapiskat and see if he'll destroy attawapiskat if he doesnt then this is a trick a very unexpecting trick. oh if a plane crashes that might be because i was in that plane and satan killed me if hes really evil. So something very unbelievable is going on i one die or two i learn the truth or three i go to prison. oh and i dont know whos telling the truth yet so im testing them both. thats it for this one.
February 15 2011
Now my day went well until tedd said I have two days left to live yesterday. So um he use the messgae email sign to tell me that. Because he said it was him. This got me scared at first but now im now. I learned that the son of satans prayers cant be hearded from god. I don't believe tedd will destroy the community of attawapiskat by an asteroid. Man if hes satan hes out of his mind scaring people that are psychics watching me. Well the other three psychics ran to the old treatment centre for safty of the asteroid. The treatment centre is out of town and its closed wierd how did they get in? The human tedd said if i go ill get eaten by wolves so i decided not to go because thats more believeable than the asteroid lol. The psychics that ran toward the treatment said he would hit attawapiskat tonight last night but he didnt. So much for psychic joshua. Oh he said the future changes. They the ones that ran to the treatment said im not lieing. They are trying to convince me that hes real. I also recorded ted the god and my self. Ted said he'll delete my blog after he destroys the community. Can you believe that guy? moron! After all the hard work i done and posted alot of informations. Hope hes not tedd and hope hes satan so my blog won't be deleted. And lol the human tedd told me satan is transforming me just to trick me to thinking the virus will start oh wait ted did say the virus will start i think. Im talking about the human ted not the god. Im starting to think they are all demons because im always right they say. i guess this is what they call a pychic ability. now if hes really a god he would of been psychic but wait hes listeeening to god or should i say satan! If hes really ted the god then he would of known it was satan that is tricking ted but he believes god and he knows he wrong. If you were a god would you kill everyone over a girl? By the way I never messed with his girl friend. Boy never piss him off or he'll kill you. So im not sure if hes ted anymore but i am thinking hes satan because hes really angry at me. And wtf? ted the human said im the son of satan too Now i believe these are demons because they are trying to convince me im the son of satan but not the anti christ satan has many sons tedd and joshua said. The human ted i mean. now i don't know if in danger here but I think i am and don't know how to get out of it but i can use the prayers. ill talk to the human tedd and sees what he'll say about my questions i ask psychic joshua. thats it for this one. Oh yeah joshua said ill meet a psychic doctor which i ask to pray for hope i meet him. My grandmothet told me about the medicine woman and man what they are using. She said They are using Satanic powers to pray and heal people. Thats why joshua couldnt believe in the light and the creator. Thats why he said. people that uses that power goes to hell joshua says but i think he just said that to scare me to not using it. Joshua said that it was ted the god that made my grandmother to talk about it. Wierd btw. thats all for this.
February 14 2011
I just realized something that the elder just told me and i kind of believe him. Maybe ted is satan and joshua is a demon. These demons played a trick on me. I cant see the psychics or joshua spence anyone know him? if so then if he says hes not a psychic hes telling the truth. Thats joshua spence i think. He keeps predicting my thoughts before i even say something in my head he predicts it. So if joshua is not a psychic all the other psychics are demons. So if anyone reads this please email me if you know joshua spence hope i got the name right. A psychic that doesnt know how to repent? yeah right Joshua is probably a demon im hearing. ted is psychic and hes listenning to god even though ted knows its not god? theres enough evidence these are demons im hearing and not psychcis. Psychic joshua cant believe in the light so its not joshua. The virus thing is a fake and joshua said i was one of satans son. But wait i hearded god say i am your father so joshua is a demon and ted is satan. i repented many times and these morons said i didnt repented right. So I do got a spirit watching me over. Just a few days ago i received a email says Some one is lying to you. So its a spirit thats protecting me from satan. but sickness i have could be from the law of attraction im using. im believing im getting sicker and thats happening now. it wasnt satan it was me and the law of attractions. i dont know why the demons played this nasty trick on me but i think they try to scare me and others. And i think they try to make people think im crazy. So nothing to worry its satan thats ted not the human ted. So it was a trick. i still dont seee why they are making me happy. I think they are lying that im having supernatural powers because i think they are all demons because they wont send me an email, they wont call me, they wont come to my house. so you seee thay are demons.
February 14 2011
Hmm am i using the law of attraction? I think i am. Because i believe im encountering with psychics physically. Franky was moving to kash with his girl friend and i said in my head to the girl friend 'your psychic' then she laugh alittle and i hearded her laugh. Then later i turned my head and looked at franky and then she said 'What?' she thought i was looking at her but it was lilith thats messing with her. It seems that the demons are messing with people around me. My moms friends house burnt down. i even noticed a psychic in the timmins hospital named peter. On the other hand it could be satan why im encountering with psychics. Now who shouts in there head when they talk to someone in there head? Jos said the only reason why they didnt hear us scream is because they were screaming in there head. lilith gave me power for some reason to trick the telepathic psychics. So I was talking to jos again about the virus and he said the virus is satanic and thsi is the reason why tedd the god said your becoming a demon. i hearded ted again screaming out loud near my house at night saying Amah! So jos said that the reason why im always right is because of the insects under my skin. Like unlocking my psychic abilities slowly. Every time i am training and developing psychic abilities using cards and im always right and i would get some images in my head rarely. The thing is i onbly started a few weeks ago and im already seeeing results. So the virus jos said is supernatural and satanic thats why ted said a satanist was giving me the needle injections. But i still dont believe what jos says or ted i still think tedd is satan. I felt something move near my heart and it hurted alittle. Joshua said it was the insect in my. Joshua said the insects is also the cause of the new virus. But I still didn't believe him because will theres not enough evidence that joshua is psychic and a real life person and not a demon. My heart is always feeling pain now and this is the cause of the new virus. But Ill be sure whos lying at 27 february 2011. If i do get red eyes lol ill post it in my blog i mean the pictures. But if i dont get i wont post it. im getting sicker and sicker and new problems are developing in my body. Oh yeah and Joshua says im the son of satan but not the anti christ and thats the reason why i don't believe them. Satan has alot of sons joshua says and he says im one of them and im not evil if you believe that im the son of satan. But if the red eye thing does come true then ill believe him. Well this would explain why i getr red eyes in the cameras not the red eye effect i mean my eyes were completely all red. Wow this is some crazy information hehehe. But joshua says that im not but joshua said it wasnt me wierd eh? im not taking them seriously anymore because the informations they are telling me is unbelieveable! Well thats it for this one oh yeah i saw my future demonized self lol dont know why unless this is just a trick to scare me. well thats it for this journal.
February 13 2011
Okay i asked some questions and now i believe the virus wont happen. I guess i witnessed satans true power disguise as tedd. I ask on facebook and none of the friends hearded anyone scream so they are just demons im hearing. Lucyanne,tedd,joshua, and the other psychics are demons. Jos said tedd was lying and im always right everytime i say anything so they must be demons. The medicine woman and man prays for attawapiskat everyday so the asteroid wont hit. But if joshua says im gaining supernatural powers then if i dont the psychics are just all demons. Jen said i have the ability to hear voices and see the unseen. The wierd thing is a little kids are psychics telepathic mind reading psychics. Tedd and the others were lying I believe. The asteroid cant be seen so the asteroid is a fake. Tedd is pissed says those psychics. I didnt get the emails from them so theya are demons amost of them. The human tedd is the real psychic. Im just being ignored by them because i didnt believe them but tedd is psychic. So the virus isnt real it was probably satan giving me the problems i have today. Oh and i realized that theres something evil in attawapiskat. Alot of bad things im noticing are happening.
February 13 2011
Okay so I was walking around and tested something. I know where joshua the telepathic lives i walked didnt see them them. I listened didnt hear them. They were shouting the others didn't hear them it looked like to me. So its probably not going to happen i mean the new virus. I asked questions and said anything and im always right. i asked question to Joshua the psychic. Theres only one way to find out if Joshua is telling the truth and tedd wait until I get red eyes in Feb 27 2011. Its been a bizarre day for me yesterday. All i writen took place yesterday. So before I tested Jos I went to the church and speak about faith adn learned a few things. Now when I was back home I wanted to talk to my mother and went to the debeers trailors but before i went in the trailors I saw these three little girls talking. As I walked by them I was talking to my self in my head. Then one of the little girls said Hes talking to him self the girl said how do you know? She said Im psychic. Then she shouted your talking to your self! she said it to me. Joshus said it was tedd that said it i think. Then i went in the trailors looked at my moms room it was lock so i went back out. The kids then just ignored me at the roads. Joshua said tedd was thousands of years old. Then He said I die in May 2011 i had a heart attack in May 2011 because of the virus. He then said I am going to hell when i die and it seems that he might be telling the truth because I had a dream of hell last year and my dreams always comes true. But theres evidence that joshua is a demon but theres also evidence that tedd is a god unless the demons are showing their true power to me now. But in February 27 jos said my eyes turn red. So I asked him Do I age? he answer no. But the other jos that says tedd is not a god said to me ill gain supernatural powers. So both are probably demons but I'll have to wait until 27 february 2011. Then Ill know whos tell the truth. Jen said i have the ability of hearing the spirits, seeing them and said i can communicate with them. but I never saw spirits before but only demons lily and shaliries. Jos said shaliries is evil and hes right she just act good to get my soul. I went to richards house and told the ghost is a virus gonna start? i didnt hear anything but shaliries and jos said the ghost said yes so did the other psychics hearded the ghost say yes through shaliries and lilys ears. now at night my brother sonny boy was drinking and jerry the father of jerry jr was also drinking. Sonny boy said he'll call the police but he lied. then at that time the police came to jerrys house and checked everything in his house everywhere in his car too. Then jerry said you called the police to sonnyboy my bro. And he got mad jerry and both got into the fight. I told my grandmother theresa that it was satan that framed my brother. now thats it for this one.
February 12 2011
I made a chice that tedd is not a god and i decided that the virus wont start. Because i got medicine people praying for me and they pray for me every day. So I am deciding its not real but you decide if the virus will start i decided tedd is satan. Because i saw joshua and he didnt tell me he was psychic but i hearded him said that i have red eyes. But I still don't know if tedd is telling the truth. So today i spoke with my mother about satan and my mother went into my blog. So I'll continue to add informations in my blog. So im hoping that the virus isnt real and im thinking tedd is lying and im thinking tedd is satan. So maybe satan did this just to get me to make the deal with him. The psychics or demons are saying tedd is not lying and they are saying im not lying. But theres only one way to find out if they are telling the truth and thats waiting for what to happen in our future. Tedd got the asteroid and tedd has been in space for weeks now but i think hes satan. So the asteroid is not real its probably one of satans tricks. The psychics or demons are trying to convince me that the virus will start. thats it for this.
February 12 2011
Now my day went well in feb 11 2011. I spoke with three real psychics in one day. Two seers one that seems to know the truth about me. jenie said that I can see the unseen. She is a medicine women that is praying for me to get better. So jen said I could see the unseen she believes that. Me and joshua spoke on emails so did jen and i spoke on emails. not the telepathic joshua the other joshua. Jen said that jos can see ghosts. It seems that im always meeting psychics. I meet a psychic in the timmins hospital. but he said nothing about the virus. I think psychics are unaware of this virus. Its possible that jahovah god told tedd about the new virus that turns people into mutants. I think joshua S the telepathic one said my eyes will turn red physically be seen too. Huh crazy world we live in. Lol tedd in kash said he was disguise as satan but i don't believe that because kermys mother saw a two headed frog after the next day he saw satan. Not sure if kermy remembers if his mother saw satan though just so you don't get the wrong idea. Oh and I think Im using the law of attraction to meet psychics. I just believe and think im meeting psychics now im meeting them. Now look the virus will slowly change me tedd said and it seems that its coming true. My stomach hurting, hard time swallowing some food and its getting worse, back pains, eye pains, and my eye pains. Now the doctor never figured out why i couldnt sawllow. Tedd said I was becoming a demon but he meant about the virus. I got a email from spirit now yesterday in feb 11 2011 the subject was 'some one is lying to you' not sure if it was from satan or the spirit angel.. but this isnt the first time this occurred it happen two more times. I got the email after I posted the lst journal in feb 11 2011. So Im still unsure if tedd is really tedd or maybe hes just a demon. Joshua said I was a ghost in 2009 and he was wrong so maybe its not jos im hearing im talking about the telepathic jos not the jos that sees the dead i think. the reason why i am posting this is because if its true this is what happened. I mean what would the investigators say if an asteroid hit attawapiskat they would say it was just a asteroid people didnt see. but if the asteroid does it it was because of tedd. but i think these are just demons all of them because they never send me an email message. I never seen them before. I cant see them but tedd proved to me hes real. Jos the telepathic one predicts what I'll say in my head before I even think about it so did tedd. Todd the demon and valerie the demon predicts what I say too. And these demons told the truth before and todd said that tedd is going to kill me. these demons arent mean there just nice to me and they act nice but they arent. Tedd is hearing god saying kill them but i think its satan that disguise his voices as god. satan also said i was becoming a demon and i think he meant about the virus. satan talks to me rarely. Shaliries said that a virus will start because i told her will a virus start? shaliries said yes. So things just got serious. I told my mother im not gonna take the neeedle shot injections but joshua the telepathic and psychic said its too late. Not the jos that can see the dead. Now heres what tedd said the virus will be like a zombie virus. the mutants will be very fast, super strong, they'll have claws, red eyes jos said, they'll have immortality, they'll be hard to kill im guessing, they dont feel pain, they'll have wings, blood around their eyes and mouth, they wont be able to swallow food but meet like human flesh. it going to be hard to survive in the world. Tedd gave me some signs that hes a good and he even convinced me that hes a god. But we never met physically only once in kashechewan and something unbelieveable happened in kash but i couldnt post it because i wasnt sure about it. Tedd showed me what the mutants face will look like and i saw it. Now if anyone knows lucyanne wynne its her boyfriend thats a god but not sure whats his name. The boyfriend in kashechewan so if anyone knows the boyfriend email me because i want to know whats his name is and i want to know the truth. Because things just got serious and unbelieveable. Im not crazy im just posting what Im hearing, seeing, experiencing, posting peoples stories, posting what happened in attawapiskat and in my life, postings whats going on and goods are real i have one watching me and ready to kill me i think. so when my stomach below was hurting the nurses went to test my pie and it looked normal they said. I believe the reason why my stomach below hurts is because of the virus tedd said would spread. and like i said Jahovah said there are many gods. The other voices are saying that i have supernatural powers and im gaining more they said but i think they are demons lying to me. I walk fast and never get tired of walking fast. Now look i enjoy going out in the dark and the reason why i like blood was because of tedd saying it was the virus which explains why the blood i tasted didnt make me sick. The first time i tasted blood was when i was a little kid i tasted animal blood at first my stomach felt like puking and i tasted it again later i got used to it. Now im adding as many as informations i know as possible. If tedd is telling the truth then the anti christ is coming in 2012 the world ends in 2016 i think. i guess theres only one way to find out if tedd is telling the truth wait until the virus starts or wait until the asteroid hits attawapiskat. Me i don't know which are psychics which are demons but i think tedd the god is telling the truth because theres been new changes in my body. So this is just a waste of time if tedd iks not a god and if tedds is satan then its just a waste of time. If tedd is telling the truth then this is my story.
Feburuary 11 2011
I think the demons or psychics are telling the truth about the virus but not sure complete. Its a new virus that would start around this year. If Tedd is telling the truth then he is a god and I think he'll destroy the community of attawapiskat when the virus starts. The injections the nursess are giving me is the cause of a new virus. God said there are many gods and tedd might actually be one of them. tedd says the anti christ is coming at 2012 i think on december 21. Thats what tedd said. I know its a hoax but he said it was one of the signs. I'm still not sure if tedd is telling the truth or maybe hes just a demon lying playing a trick on me. Oh and the demons were telling the truth about me having supernatural abilities. It seems that my eyes only hurt when i go in the light, I turned on my light in my room it starts to get weak then i cant read or type. So i tried something i darkened my room and my eyes are normal again. they dont get weak. I tasted blood and tedd says thats because of the virus. Tedd said the reason why i can't swallow some food was because of the virus thats new. I can out run anyone and thats probably of the virus. Tedd said in March or May my last needle shot in 2011 things would start to change thats when the virus takes place. tedd said satanist are behind this new virus. Once the virus starts the mutants will be in hunger and will feed on humans and spread this new virus. Now gods work for god the guy up stairs in heaven but this is only what i believe. In JoS Joy of Satan website in 2012 is when the anti christ shows up. So its a new virus that will be ending the world. Then this is when the anti christ comes in to save the world. So im experiencing some of the effects of this new virus. Tedd said the virus would turn people into super mutants. Like super strenght. Tedd gave me a dream when i said give me a dream then. So i went in and investigate what tedd was saying which i never seen at all. So i found this website saying a new virus will spread in 2011 may or march i think. So if hes telling the truth the new virus might start in attawapiskat. I would stop the needle injections but i can't ill be forced to take the needle injections. So if an asteroid hits attawapiskat in May or march that means tedd stopped the virus from spreading. Now today I am having new problems that the doctors cant explain like my swallowing problem. They think its schizophrenia. But its not. Tedd proved to me that hes a god and he works for jahovah god. The doc said there was nothing wrong with my swallowing. Oh and my nails look different now. I dont mean like a virus just like a zombie virus almost though. thats it for this one.
february 10 2011
Im starting to think it is tedd thats a god. I ask celeste to pray for the community and she thinks the voices are lying. But they are not lieing I think. A day in february 9 2011 I ask tedd to give me a dream. Then after I was a sleep I had a dream that tedd was talking. He was shouting 'Amah Roman!' then I just woke up after that at night. Joshua says that hes lying but I am starting to think hes a demon and not the real joshua. But hes also in tedds side joshua. Celeste is praying for the people in Attawapiskat celeste said. Tedd said I will become blind. But he said to me that few weeks ago when he was trying to convince that hes a god. If my blog gets deleted it was tedd. The reason why Im posting this stuff is because Its evidence that tedd destroyed the community of attawapiskat. Things got serious in my life and it just got scary. I believe the god but he doesn't believes what I said. So Im not completely sure if its tedd or not. His girl friend is Lucyanne and shes going to kill her too along with everyone else. But one thing I don't get is joshua not knowing how to repent. He said he was psychic and he doesn't know how to repent. Like I said I like to keep records about this stuff. But deep down in my mind I don't believe it. But the other psychics are scared. The psychics might also be demons. They keep telling me Im not lieing and the others are telling me its not real. I can't see the psychics or feel them. Because of lilith i am thinking. But what I don't get is there are psychics in attawapiskat? I never really noticed them. But there has to be some psychics. Lucyanne is one of them and tedd but not sure about joshua.
i know alot of things that occur in attawapiskat that involves the paranormal and its unbelieveable. Well thats it for this one.
February 9 2011
My life is turning in a scary direction. Thing just got very serious. Just in case this is real I'll post about it. An asteroid hits attawapiskat but not sure whats real anymore anyways heres my story. Tedd says hes a god and hes really angry at me so now an asteroid will hit attawapiskat. The asteroid is unseen but only a few psychics sees it. So I am putting evidence if this is real. The world will know what happen if its real. An asteroid is caused by tedd the god. I find this hard to believe but he proved to me that tedd is real. He thinks im writing lucyannes name visualizing lucyannes name and he thinks I said 'nice ass" to lucyanne so he got angry at me and the other thing is that He thinks people are evil in attawapiskat so he decides to destroys the town of attawapiskat. If this is real then everyone in that town will be killed. People in attawapiskat is not evil. Satan is playing a game with us psychics and I. The Devil is the reason why tedd is angry and tedd the psychic doesnt believe us psychics telepathic psychics. I like to keep records of the supernatural and I enjoy it. Some psychics are demons some are humans. What I dont believe is what the psychics tells me. Anyways last two weeks been a great week for me. I even met a psychic in the hospital of timmins. He said to me when i was taking my medication that i wasnt hearing voices so this means im hearing psychics and demons. So if the town is destroyed by an asteroid thats unseen this is my prove that it was tedd the god. On the other hand if this is a trick its satan trying to get me the make a deal with him. I guess im the reason why these things happened and I told the psychics im sorry and tried concincing tedd but he doesnt believes me. I was at the hospital of timmins for two weeks. The police took me in to the hospital. So again if attawapiskat gets destroyed it was a god that did it believe it or not. I am starting to believe it me because tedd proved it is tedd thats a god. The other thing is that tedd works for god the guy upstairs. And hes really convincing. So um thats my story.
January 22 2010
They voices says that im becoming a god and they are serious. The other ones says its the demons. The voices says that im alone in the community of attawapiskat. They say all the cars are gone. I see the cars and people but the cars look different when i look at the cars they shake. Lily tells the people to do things like orders and the people do what lily says. An asteroid is out side they say the voices. the reason why demons are doing this is because of the stupid little girl lily satans daughter. The things got worse alot worse. Tedd the angel keeps telling me that im saing 'Nice ass' to lucyanne but it was the demons. not sure if what they ae telling me is real or not. The reason why the angel tedd wants to kill me isbecause of a virus that would start on march 2011. not a normal virus a virus that can turn people to almost zombies but not zombies something else much worse. But no sure if hes really an angel not sure if its real or not what im experiencing. Im keeping records evidence that something happen in atawapiskat. thats all i could say for now.
January 21 2010
ok this is very disturbing not sure whos who anymore. tedd said hes an angel and has a mission to kill me because of a new virus that im responsible of causing but i think hes a demon. He said a virus outbreak will happen starting in attawapiskat but todd says hes not tedd. It will start in march 2011 only way we have to see whos real. tedd says hes a god and an angel. the virus is a very different virus tedd says thats all i cn say now something really wrong with my eyes. oh and tedd is serious i hear voices and hes one of them.
January 19 2010
On the january 17 I hearded some demon ghost talking saying 'hes following him' they meant satan is following me. I also said hes walking beside m right? they said 'hes walking beside you'It was at he high school On the Day 17 I saw a little girl at the corner of my eyes and quicky disppeared. On the 18 jan 2010 While i was in class I hearded demons say 'Were...Demons' On jan 19 2010 I hearded a demon say 'Roman satan is following you' This occurred in the vezina secondary school. While I was at school I kept hearing the Students talking behind my back. But there no psychics in that school. And after school ily got hit by a car but i think she was faking.On jan 18 2010 she told me she couldn't walk he lg was hurt. She was freezing. Satan then got mad at me but i thing they are faking. Now I'm not gonna go in details because my eyes hurt. The voices also say lily died but im not sure. Thats it for this one.
October 25 2010
I woke up in the morning and wash my hair and hands. After around 12 in the noon I went to my mothers room in the trailor of where the homeless people lives at. After I went to visit my mother I found out my mother took her stuff from my grandmothers house(my mothers mom) and put her stuff in room2 of the trailor where homelesss people were at. I ate after 7 o clock and before that I started to record the church, tower, the northern store, and the hospital. After that I decided to take pictures but at night around 7 o clock in the evening. But later I went down the bank between the daycare and church grounds and when I was about to take pictures I hearded some one say 'hide' But it was below the bank and the voice I hearded was not human. After I took a few pictures I got nothing. I also saw shadows move. When I was half way down the bank I was taking pictures I was gonna go all the way down but decided not to. So when I went back up the bank I hearded the thing I saw said 'Come" just when I started going up. That was a demon I believe it to be and that demon wasn't alone. It wanted me to come down since the demon said come. The thing I saw wasn't alone because it said hide. I don't know what it looks like but I saw the shadow figure of that thing moving quickly and hiding near the boats. I learned quickly it was a demon Shaliries said that was his dad and thats satan. But shaliries isn't really shaliries name she called her self shaliries. Shaliries called her self shaliries. I think I know where that demon hides and its in the tunnel nearest to the bank between the church and day care centre. After I went home savely with out me being harmed. Don't go near that bank the bank between the day care and the church don't go to the bank during night time because the demon comes out at night. I think the demon looks for people. I wanted to take pictures of those circle floating things I think is an orb but didn't find any orbs that had no colors. Thats it for this one.
October 21 2010
I woke at 8 in the morning and called my mother to go to the medicine women to talk about the voices I hear every day. So I went to my mom and pick her up. After she got ready we started to walk to where the medicine women live in for now. We spoke about the voices I hear and some of the supernatural stories. After that went went to the store around 10am to buy something and we did but forgot to buy one more thing. But it was too late we were back in the the house where the medicine woman is. After she gave me something to put around my head for protection and a small bag to pray for. My mother was praying for me while she put her hand into something for the prayer Later after we talked about the things which are the voices she gave me some thing. So when he gave me some thing the voices said shes lieing when the medicine women said 'the creator will but the voices down' So thats it for this one.
October 13 2010
I woke up washing my self. I asked my fathers mother some money. She gave me money and told me that I must go to the hospital. I didn't know why the doctor wants to see me. So I went to buy. After at 2:40 I went to the hospital. At the hospital they wanted to check my heart out and they did. After I was told my heart was fine it was okay. After the hospital I went back to my room and went to my grand mothers house (my mothers mom). After I told my grandmother to look at the mail and post office for something I ordered. After I told her to look at the post office I was walking back home just have way from my home I hearded the devil said' your a liar' I was talking to the voices and listenning when that happened. I was also listenning to the voices including the demons voices. Later I was surprised satan said that he called me a liar. The reason why he called me a liar is because satans girl lilith was upset because of me. She keeps saying I am lieing or keeps thinking I'm lieing. Satan walked into my life because of his child and girl which are lilith and shaliries. So when I was home I started to think about satan and those other psychics were telling me that satan will kill me they've been saying that for days. I have already eaten before satan called me a liar. I took my medicine and just went to sleep.
October 12 2010 7:28pm
I woke up and started to wash my hair and face. I went to my grandmothers house. I was sitting down and I was still hearing voices. I sat still for half hour listenning to the songs. Later I went back to the house I live in And Started working on my blog and recorded my words and the psychics that are watching me. I wrote about them being demons. Then later started working on the page demonic history. Went to my mother to ask for money she said she didn't had money. I still hearing voices. Later before 7 pm I eat something and at my mothers starting eating again and ate. here I am writing about my journal. thats it for this.
October 3 2010 2:16pm
my day on October 2 2010
Still hearing voices and Lilith is still acting like a little girl saying it's mine. That I find really annoying. I prayed to god today. My father fixed the tv. And my father put a long table in my room for the laptop. He also got me a chair. I hear psychics from kashechewan. I'm in attawapiskat right now. I'm learning new things about the supernatural. Just last night I saw a black eye. That black eye was from Satan. Satan follows me because of his child shaliries and the mother Lilith. I've been followed by shaliries since weeks now. I was followed because I spike to her shaliries. I wasn't aware of this at first. I was followed to the place I meant her to all the way to my house. I was followed from the JRNakogee school playground to my house. I'm still being followed today. Done on October 3 2010 2:17pm
october 1 2010 7:21pm
My day in September 28 and sept 29 2010
On the 28 my day was the prove that satan does exist and is watching me along with her daughter and the mother lilith. I actually had a picture of Lilith behind my back. I took a picture of my self in the mirror and found liliths leg around my chest. I saw her feet above my shoulder but the toes were cut off. I look at the picture of her but I had prove and I was gonna put it into my blog to prove it. But I forgotten my wallet that the memory cards were also in the wallet. But when I was in kashechewan I was packing to move back to Attawapiskat I forgot my wallet back in kashechewan. So when I got my wallet my memory cards were gone. My day on 28 sept 2010 was the prove that satan does exist and is with me. I was up set and mad at the girl Lilith or shaliries and when I was laying on the bed I hearded an object moved. It looked like someone hit it and sounded like it too. I knew it was Satan because every time I het mad at those two girls Satan gives me signs. Soon after that past my father told me that his mother is moving out to giv e me her room. There were two bed and one king size bed and one little bed that was mines. After they moved the things around my bed was still in the same area of that room until tomorrow. So the moving started and my grandmother (my fathers mother) moved into my cousins room but before that happened my cousin and father moved the stuff where my grandmother was moving to the other part of the same house. After the next day my bed was out side and I moved it into my room I was moving to and set up my bed. After that rose my fathers wife came back after her trip in Kashechewan. Rose was in a surgery days ago. So on the 29 was when rose returned back from kashechewan. When she arrived back intp the house she gave me her laptop. So I was happy about her giving me the laptop but lilith disguised as shaliries said it was hers. I had a fight with her but decided to give her the lap top. These spirits keep saying its mines not yours. They never shut up so I decided to give lilith the laptop. I Don't she these spirits but only hear them. So after that past my day was all normal again. So around 7 o clock pm I took my zyprixa a pill and just went to sleep.
done journal in october 1 7:44pm
sept 28 2010 5:20 pm
yesterday
Okay I wake up yesterday and I was cooking my self but my father took over. So when I started eating this demon calls her self shaliries. She sounds like a little child and acts like one too. She is annoying keep saying its mine when I eat my food. Satan then says that I'll drag you to hell when you die. Shaliries and lilith both sounds the same but satan also follows me and he watches over his child and lilith. Shaliries mother is lilith and her father is satan. So later I decided to go to my grandmothers house. My grandmothers house I went in is theresas house. As I was going to my grand mothers house I was gonna talk about what just happen at my fathers house will my fathers moms house. But I decided not to talk about it because she kept saying that its not real. So later I started downloading things in to my Ipod touch. So after putting things into my ipod touch I decided to go back to my fathers mother house. I moved into where my father lived now. After I went to bed and sleep. sept 28 5:30pm
September 7 2010 1:32pm
I woke up yesterday forgetting to post my journal so I'll be writing my journal about yesterday. So I woke up and I ate something and I started eating chips now. I worked on my blog and started to recorded after finishing my notes. I hearded a demon that disguised their voice as someone in attawapiskat. Another psychic it was. That person said he'll shoot me but it wasn't him. He sounded real but it wasn't that telepathic psychic. When I go out side and try to see that psychic that psychic wasn't around at all. I believe that it was a demon disguising their voices. I learned alot from the demons in attawapiskat. I made shavelas mother mad again but all they do is try to scare me nothing more or less. It's still the same for me. I'm starting to think that the same think occurred in 2008 winter. I study the demons and the supernatural in attawapiskat. I know what danger I'm putting my self in danger and now Im really am in danger. I learned that you'll hear voices and the voices would never shut up. I regret what I've done to make these demons follow me and I don't like it because they kept scaring me. But I'm always calm because the protection. Shavela I angered said shell frame me and will trick if anyone that would get me in trouble. The demons would try to get me to go in a plane and kill me by destroying the plane. Him predicted that I'll die in a plane. I even saw my self died in the plane. My future I cam see a climpse. I always have dreams that are visions. So that's all for this. Done journal sept7 2010 1:49pm
September 5 2010 8:19pm
Why is there evil? I don't know except that many people continues to sin. I'm starting to give up and I even think in should go on the plane on sept 15 2010. H says I'll die on a plane. I think he's right about the plane part. I was buying chips and shavela says that it's mines. Shavela is a demon I keep hearing. But I know it's not her real name. But Lilith on the other hand is the mother of shavela allock. I need help because I'm tired of voices that I hear every day. It keeps repeating. A demon that disguised their voice is the one that keeps annoying me. I'm even planing to destroy my own life. I hate it. It keeps repeating. The demon that disguised their voices kept saying he'll shoot me. It keeps repeating I hate it. I also hear my family talk behindy back and telling lies. They aren't my family. It's the voices that disguised as my family. They keep sounding like my family. I even got mad and broke my walls. I even write on my walls. Have you seen my pictures? Go look at the walls in the pictures. I'm even starting to think that I'm going to hell because I was committing since. I'm also going on the plane on september 15 2010. But of course your aware of that. I'm starting to give up and just going on the plane hoping the plane to be destroyed. I'm tired of it repeating over and over. Shavela kept saying that your pissing off my mom. That's starting to annoy me and I'm starting to be careless about what's going on and I hate that. I'm tired of it repeating... Shavela and Lilith won't leave me alone I want them to leave me alone. I don't want to hear voices. I try repenting but him the psychic I call T kept seeing me burn in hell and he's psychic. I need help. I'm not just hearing demons I'm hearing psychics in kash and attawapiskat. That's all for now.
September 4 2010 6:10pm
my day didn't go well but still I was okay. I'll try repenting tonight. I was working on my blog and a demon in disguise says he'll shoot me but it wasn't him. It was just a demon. It sounds like a psychic but it isn't a psychic speaking or shouting in that case. They kept saying "I'm not lieing" too. I learned that touching the bible with my hands it would feel alittle very different and alittle pain I wound feel after touching more thena minute or so.
Before that bible and hand thing happened a real psychic that the demon was disguised as that psychic said "it wasn't me" he's telling the truth. I started recording the psychics and me talking for fifthteen minutes. And took pictures of my self in the mirror and found this one picture that got me convince that I was demonized by Lilith or satanist I'm starting to think. I started writing about that picture I also added a couple of pictures of my self. Mostly I get into the supernatural and study it and now I can't get out of it. I tried praying to god but I just can't be forgiven. I tried meaning it but I can't. I learned just less then a week that there are psychics in attawapiskat unless it was Lilith messing with my head.
That's all for this journal. Done on sept 4 2010 6:24pm
September 3 2010 11:21pm
I woke up washed my self and worked on my blog. Um I was laying down and will around at 3:30 pm or 4 pm I started hearing demons disguising their voice as another psychic. That demon was trying to scare me by saying I'll get my shot gun. I also hearded the real psychics voices saying it's not me. That's true. Then him fell a sleep because he was up for along time. So a demon was disguised as him saying to me that that psychic doesn't believe you or us. Something close to that. But it sounded to close and that's how I knew it wasn't him. Then I started recording my words and psychics plus demons I recorded. I started working on demonic history. I added that page. I also added some pictures of me in my blog. So later around in the evening I went to the hospital. I went to the hospital to gete checked up because my heart feels different. I was also feeling pain in my chest alittle. I felt the pain when I layed down. Guess that it for this but before finishing this the nursesaid my breathing and heart rate was normal. So the nurse gave me some thing for the pain but only when I lay down is when I started feeling alittle pain. And I just went home doing my journal. Guess I'm done now.
September 2 2010 8:08pm
I went to go to my father and ask him some money and got 30$ and after that I went to buy some thing to eat. I was waiting before I got the money. I knew my father would arrive a half hour I got there. I was playing bejeweled2 bliz. So I took the plastic bugs in the house and put in over 100 songs. My father said that it would take time but made it quick. I'm mostly into mind power things. Like telekinesis and those other kinetic abilities. So later I meditated and trying to practice telekinesis. I was able to move the pen will shake it a little. I was speaking to my father. So later while I was picking some music to put in my iPod touch I hearded rose (my dads wife) said" I'm lieing" but it was actually the demons disguising their voice. The demons been following me for weeks now. I learned A few things about the demons. I hear that demons can disguise their voices and trick other psychics. For psychics they can be tricked by giving them false psychic reading and false visions. That's what I learned. The demon named shavela said I would die in the plant while him says the same thing. But j had a dream about the plane exploding just last year in 2009. I started learning that since I noticed the demons disguising their voices and making them look like anyone else. This is what I meant by disguising their forms. They the demons can trick telepathic people by them visualizing and hearing like some one else. I began to realize that the demons can easily frame me. I don't know why they don't hurt or even frame me. I tried repenting again but couldn't work. So after hours from repenting I got angry and broke the lights and after I cleaned it up. I was angry because icouldnt find my lighter. So now stillhearing voices that are psychics and that are demons. Will that's it for this one. Done this journal 8:26pm
September 1 2010 1:35pm
My day went well. I woke up and eat. After that I started meditating for the telekinesis. I went out side trying to increase controling the wind. I think it's Lilith making the wind stop and Start. I learned that I have visions or something. I was visualizing and I hearded a kid crying. I was about to go to sleep. Another thing I find kind of funny is a person hiding and looking at me through a camera. He saw it was red eyed. My eyes were red. But a more funny thing is that the people hiding in the grass they were wearing some kind of camoflash. I was focus on the power to control wind. It's kind of easy but can't seem to hold it long. Unless I forget about it. I even trying to become psychic. I hear psychics every day so I hear th. I'm not just hearing voice which some people think that it's just in my head. I can hear voices but those voices don't tell me to kill, or commit suicides. They don't tell to do things except burning down the marrybin the grave yard. But that voices I hear are also demons. So it's really hard to tell which is a psychic or a demon. Demons disguise them self as those psychics somethings. Voice disguising, and shape shifting into them. That's all for this journal 1:50pm September 1 2010
August 29 2010 10:42pm
Alright starting off in the morning. I woke up in the morning at 9 am And I wanted to go to church and become a Christian but fell asleep very quick. So I began to eat food. And bought pepsi. And I decided to record psychics. Oh and I went to church where my father was playing music and it was really good. They were doing something. My cousins now were playing music. Will singing of course. I learned while I was in church that if I stay in a church my eyes start to get weak. I kept blinking. My eyes were tired. I learned that and I decided to go out side and it was healing again. So I went to buy and just when I was going to home around 10pm I went back to church. Just before I went to church for the first time going in the church just when I spotted the church my eyes starts to Hurt. I evenfelt different when I went to church. So when I went in for the second time I told my grandmother (my dads mother) I told her" can I use a car to go home" will not exactly the words but still it's close. Shavela said "see" I realized that I am demonized when I was back in attawapiskat. After my last time in kash I went back in attawapiskat. Oh and when I was in the church I was looking at the picture of Jesus and his eyes where moving. So I just looked at it because I wasn't surprised. This happens alot when I look at the pictures of people. There eyes follow my hand like moving it left the eyes move left. And when I move my hands right it the eyes move right. So I believe this happened on June or july 10 2010. I'm not illusionating or any thing or maybe I am because I'm the only one who sees it plus the psychics and demons. I've been demonized for a while now. The reason for this is because I was a satanist and now I got out of it but brought back a lot of demons with me. I took pictures of my self alot and I was a ghost but became a satanist now I'm a demonized person. Will I was repenting in church for a few times. But the psychics said I was still going to hell. But I realized that I can't repent because of the demons. Will that's it for this one. Oh and I can't go on a plane because I'll die by an explosion or crash because I failed Satan and Shavela allock, Lilith, plus shalaries. A psychic says that he can see the future and I believe Him is right. Because I saw my self die in the plane. My dreams come true alot and still divine true. But this is my last time going on a plane. Oh yeah and I was given a cross plus the bible yesterday after going to talk to father vezina.
August 28 2010 8:08pm
Alright looks like it didn't work when father vezina blessed my room. I still hear shavela allock. And shavela is a demon she says. Okay so I hear voices every day and I started hearing voices since I came back to Attawapiskat. I was in Kashechewan. So I was in kash the psychics I kept hearing I still hear. So I hear demons and psychics crazy as it sounds I'm convinced that they are demons. So later I had a fight with a demon disguised as a psychic in attawapiskat. But another psychics are also watching me from Kash. Since him has no choice to. I keep hearing a psychic I call Him and I kepthearing psychics that are around him. So later Demons says I'm lieing and I started to get up set with this problem. So this is when I spoke to father vezina about the demons. He blessed me when he and I plus my mother was in the church. I showed father the picture of my self with the red eye. My eye was different fr the human eye I took a picture of. I later realized that demons can make anything happen. For the people aware of what's really going on they will trick you. But what I'm writing isn't the thing people are aware of okay psychics. When I went in the church after father prayed for me my arm just felt hot. For some reason I felt kinda hot too. So after I went to the church I didn't hear them until I reached at the hospital. So I think it almost worked but felt nothing different except the voices I hear. Mostly I hear psychics and one demon named shavela. I hearded Lilith cry for some reason when I was laying on the bed at 3 or 2 or 4 am in the morning. But after when I started to go to sleep around at the time of me hearing Lilith cry she said "die!" but a inhuman voice. It seems that when I went to church my eyes hurted. When I saw the church my eyes hurted. Oh and father vezina did twolong prayers in Cree and english. So now I'm writing more notes later. Done writing on aug 28 2010 8:25pm
